Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Desire + Feelings = Manifestation

What you choose to feel profoundly and deeply about is far more important than what you only think about. You may think about doing something for quite a while, but until you decide to deeply feel that thing, you will never get round to doing it or acting upon it.The day you choose to feel deeply about something is the day you will be spurred to act - and that is the day the formless takes on form, it is the day when you become that thing, from thought to deed. It is the day of your awakening when things take shape.

It is God’s day of moving or taking action! People argue that God has His own timing, but the truth is that, it is the day you choose to feel deeply that He actually acts upon. As long as your feelings are locked onto the result unwaveringly and they are deep enough, God within you has the leeway to act. He who is the cause of all life acts through the sense of feeling. You can think of a thousand things, yet not be moved to act upon anyone of them. A deep conviction - felt, is far more important than any thought.

Let us turn to the first chapter of the epistle of James.

James 1:5-8
"If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. But let him Ask in faith with no doubting, for he who doubts is like the wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. Let not that person believe that a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways, shall receive anything from the Lord."

And then...

James 1:22-25
But be ye doers of the word and not hearers only, deceiving yourself. For if you are a hearer only and not a doer, you are like a man who observes his natural face in the mirror and then goes his way, forgetting what manner of man he is like. But if you are a doer of the word and not just a forgetful hearer, you will look into the perfect Law of Liberty [God's Grace], and persevere. That man shall be blessed in all his doings.”

To transition from merely imagining something or thinking about it, to deeply feeling it, is what makes you a doer and not just a forgetful hearer. This is how you go about being a doer in the place of a hearer only? By acting in faith. Scripture’s central character, called Jesus, set no limit upon the love of God and the power of faith. In fact his great deeds were prefaced with the words as: “--According to your faith...”  for example in Matthew 9:29 Jesus touched their eyes, saying, According to your faith be it unto you.

Now ,its quite possible to perceive that a person is acting in faith, because you will get the sense that their feelings are involved, in what they are doing because, faith encompasses feeling. When you have faith you will act, and once you act, then God who dwells in you and wears you like a garment will not be limited in acting, because God inside you is your own wonderful human imagination whose eternal name is I AM. He acts only when you feel it. This is true even in the most practical of ways. The supernatural power behind that action, depends on your imagination, and your imagination needs your feelings to transmit that power from within you into the world of form. God is acting when you exclaim your deep feelings saying "I am ...."

Supposing you have had a deep seated desire to get out of the doldrums of poverty, and lets say its something you have thought about for long, but after learning to feel deeply, now you have learnt to direct those thoughts to take on the tone of deep feeling, such as the feeling of absolute elation or gladness, then that is the moment when words such as "I am Joyful or gleeful" will be said instead of words as "I wish" or even "oh boy."

Now Lets turn to Matthew 8:13
"And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame hour."

From the above episode in the bible, lets say I approached you and asked you for something  that I badly need or some thing that I would like to be - such as to be healed, and then in your response you told me to go my way, as that which I desire is already fulfilled or that, that which I want, I have become it - and then lets say for one fleeting moment I was able to see the world as you described it to me, the way I ought to see it, and that is,  as though it were true, but then in another moment I turn and walk away, forgetting what the world looked like only a fleeting moment ago - then I would have become a forgetful hearer.

But if I were a doer of the word and not just a forgetful hearer only, then what would happen is that I would persevere; or as the King James version puts it "continue in" that desired state. I would keep on keeping on, I would stay focused, stay unwavery, stay single minded in feeling the end from the beginning. Faith Abides in the expected end, as all things are possible to them that believe and those that believe abide in the end. Faith without works is dead – James 2:20, and work in that verse means believing with the only work being “deep feeling.”

When you look into a mirror, you will see a reflection of your face, but there is another mirror in which you can look into. That is the mirror of your close pals; if they heard some good news about you, their faces would beam to reflect their joy, would they not? Assume your desire is now a fact. Feel its substance and reality. Then let your friends see you in that state. They are your living mirror. One of the best techniques to try this imagined joy out is to remember one event in your life that really made you happy. Relive that moment and look at all the joyful faces that rejoiced with you then, feel the joy of the moment. When you step out of that episode back to your current state, you realise how you have travelled between two different states - the rehearsed victory and now. Now back into your current predicament if you are not careful, it is easy to forget what you were imagining a moment back and instead get freshly swamped by your current predicament.

Jeremiah 29:11 says
"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end." (Jeremiah 29:11).

The "expected end" is what eludes many people, we always expect things to turn out well but do little in defining how the end should feel like, because we are too engrossed with the nitty gritty detail and the "how to", rather than feeling the end. God calls things that be not as though they are ---Romans 4:17. The desired state is what you should lock your mind onto, unwaveringly, impervious to naysayers and single minded against interruptions. Only allow yourself to be sacked into the end. Saturated by how the final outcome feels like.

Now persevere in that desired state and do not turn away only to quickly forget what you are like. Walk through this door of joy tonight in the assumption that you are that man (or woman) you want to be, who comes out the other way with great rejoicing. It doesn’t matter if the outside denies it; be content with what you have seen on the inside, be confident that you have already seen the joyful expression on the faces of your buddies and that you have felt the pats on your back, heard their congratulations... All on the inside, with faith. Now, carry this feeling into the deep and persevere. Lock down your coordinates and lock out any other interfering signals.

In your Imagination, Conjure a living mirror of friends and acquaintances who have heard your good news and accepted it as permanent. See your face reflected in theirs. If they love you, you will see the empathy. They will be rejoicing because of your good fortune. Now, persevere in that awareness and do not forget what you have seen in your living mirror. If you keep this up stubbornly determined not to let go, you will be blessed.

Furthermore You are told in 1Psalms that: “--

"Blessed is the man that walketh not in the counsel of the ungodly, nor standeth in the way of sinners, nor sitteth in the seat of the scornful. But his delight is in the law of the LORD; and in his law doth he meditate day and night. And he shall be like a tree planted by the rivers of water, that bringeth forth his fruit in his season; his leaf also shall not wither; and whatsoever he doeth shall prosper." (Psalm 1:1- 3).

Were you not liberated from your past when you saw your friend’s faces reflecting what you wanted them to see? Did it not give you a feeling of freedom and arrival when their faces beamed at your great exploit? Did you not feel some form of approval and admiration vibrating towards you. Relive that moment and lock your coordinates on that state.

If you had left the state of poverty, sickness, or weakness behind and moved into the state of wealth, health, or strength - and your friends knew it - you would be set free from your former limitation. So, by looking into the perfect Law of Liberty [God's Grace] and persevering, you are blessed in all that you do as Psalm 1:3 says.

Based on my personal experience this thing works, but the power that enables it is not without, we are the operant power, we are the architect of our destiny. This thing does not operate itself. You may have heard this law by the hearing of the ear and read of it in a book, but do you know that the law works from experience and from within you? Have you tested this truth? Have you proven it? If you have, then you can speak with an authority, which you did not have prior to the proving. Through the use of this law you are completely set free.

Here is how you may try it out, close your eyes and picture the cloud nine hospitality in the airport lounge just after checking in, See yourself flying Emirates heading to Dubai to execute a deal worth 500 Million US Dollars.. Assume that you are with your 4 Children, your wife, your Mom, and your Dad and that you are all aboard the Airbus A380-800 and your daughter Serah is carrying little Stacey. Feel the humming sound of the jet Engine from your seat, feel the ear blockage resulting from altitude change in the air, touch and feel the the comfy fluffy seats of the business Class section and the hollow fibre pillows, picture those cute Arab Air hostesses pampering to you and pouring you your favorite dry red wine as you munch away the Sizzled Chicken, Picture Joanne telling you to tone down on the wine imbibing and commenting at how the egg omelette tastes better than the one of "Bikon". Picture the individual TV screens in front of you, the air cabin crew, then narrow compact toilets on board and their pressurized flash, then the check in at Dubai airport and the Hotel, picture the cheuffer drive over the water to your hotel, assume that now you have arrived exactly at that luxurious 7 star hotel  you wish to be. See that well wrapped and packed bathrobes and sandals on on your Water bed. Taste that arabian cuisine, date palms and cool breeze from the sea. Go on and on...suddenly feel the nostalgia of leaving Uganda for a short while... And go on and on... Repeat this whole process over and over again, feeling every step you made aboard the plane, Entebbe through Cairo to Dubai Airport and right into the Family suite well prepared for your Family, a lovely business holiday for you. While in your Hotel, see yourself calling David, Ibra and Martin and telling them how great this trip feels following the application of feeling in this thing. Smell the air of the United Arab Emirates, and a brief test of their hot weather, recount it to your friends, feeling the tone of joy at your achievement. Do everything that makes...the feeling to be brought to bear upon you, until your actions seem natural, then when you are exhausted break it.

Do not be dismayed when suddenly this thing breaks out with such tremendous accuracy, the next day or following week, without any specific reason. Just be content that you got this great exploit following your Imagination, coupled with a deep sense of feeling of the whole episode. This is the only kind of "Works" in the new covenant. The works are not physical or carnal, instead they refer to abiding or dwelling in the end mentally.The end of all revelation being Christ Jesus.  It is to rest from all the toil and the "how-tos" of life. You simply live the moment mentally and then you are able to live it physically. Signs and wonders always follow as a witness, they do not preceed this formidable act of imagining, for imagining creates reality.

Now "Feeling-the-moment" as opposed to "toiling-the-how-to" towards Christ-the end is a place of rest only for those willing to believe. Hebrews 4:3 says "For this is for we who have believed to enter that rest, as He has said: So I swore in My wrath, They shall not enter My rest, although the works were finished from the foundation of the world" - whatever you desire is already finished, even before you ask it. What is needed is to transport your physical element, i.e your flesh and imagination to that point, the end. Living in the end, by faith is "Resting-in-the-Finished-work". Faith and resting mean, to abide in the End, where all the work is completed in Christ.

This "deep feeling" of the end from the beginning is where God or "I AM" is said to call things that be not as though they are----Romans 4:17. This is the same rest with which the "I AM" in you may cause the weary - the sense realm, the carnal man who has sweated with the detail and the "how-tos" and is brow-beaten, to cease from his effort and to instead be transported supernaturally to the end through experiencing the result mentally. It is to live in the result mentally by grace and yet have confident expection of the result physically. And, This is the refreshing - even as you speak in tongues--- Isaiah 28:12.


Isaiah 55:1-6
Come, all you who are thirsty, come to the waters; and you who have no money, come, buy and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without cost. Why spend money on what is not bread, and your labor on what does not satisfy? Listen, listen to me, and eat what is good, and your soul will delight in the richest of fare. Give ear and come to me; hear me, that your soul may live.I will make an everlasting covenant with you,my faithful love promised to David. See, I have made him a witness to the peoples, a leader and commander of the peoples. Surely you will summon nations you know not, and nations that do not know you will hasten to you, because of the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, for he has endowed you with splendor.” Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near.

Some people wonder if it is a Christian thing to do, to feel your desires, because to them this is like New thought or New Age stuff. But I tell you, this is the only Christian thing to do, if at all you are to operate in faith, these signs follow them that believe ---Mark 16:17  and it fulfills God's law of Mark 11:23 which assuredly says to you, that whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. How it is going to be fulfilled should not be my concern. All I concern myself with is that whatever I desire, if I will but believe I have received it. Simply understand that there is no way God will ever create a desire in the human heart that he has not already provided its satisfaction. This is true of every human desire in this world, as well as the greatest of all desires, which is the thirst for God.

If you really want an experience of God, then apply this principle towards it. Do what I did when I wanted to leave Kampala and go to Dubai. I looked into the perfect law of liberty [God's Grace] and persevered. God doesn’t give you one Principle for your desires of this world and then another Principle for your search for him. It’s the same law. If you have had the experience of which I speak, would you tell someone about it? Is it a consuming desire, or do you want something other than that first? Perhaps you want a lovely home, security in the sense of money in the bank that you can touch, or forex trade in CFDs, Minerals, Stocks and  Currencies that pays super dividends.

If you want to feel wealthy, travel, and have lots of things before you thirst for an experience of Christ, then you are dealing with a secondary desire as though it were the primary, so don’t try it. But if an experience of Christ is your consuming desire then don’t hesitate to put it to the test. Put first things first. If your first desire is to know God, then apply this principle towards it and let the ensuing thirst for God take its own good time to envelop you, and when it does apply this principle towards it.

Feel in depth, for what you feel deeply is more vital than what you think. Every day you can think about how wonderful it would be if... and yet never come round to acting. But if every day you would feel how wonderful it is now, it will become true. Think about it this way, that the joy I am having today is a result of yesterday's imagining. Question is when it expires, do I have to start another process all over again to create the reality of tomorrow? Certainly not. Instead daily I churn out feelings because daily God releases new desires in me and so daily I live out their realities. Each desire sparks off a new episode of feelings.

Shakespeare said: “--Assume a virtue if you have it not.” Assume a Virtue Now, if you happen to have none. A virtue must be felt to be assumed. But if you make a habit of refraining from the assumption now, it will be easy to refrain from it again and again in the future. On ther hand if you will assume that your desire is fulfilled now, and persevere in that assumption through the sense of feeling, it will be externalized as a literal fact in your world. The only reality is in the mind.  All things are yours this way, through assumption. Things that be not as though they are have to be called forth by deep feeling as though they are, and they will manifest - a super irreversible principle of God.

I am calling upon everyone to put this into practice. Every desire contains its own satisfaction to be fed upon and the satisfaction can only be explained or defined to the subconscious mind by deep feeling. It’s entirely up to you. You may feed your hunger by thinking of your desire, or choose to feed its satisfaction by thinking from its fulfillment through deep feeling of the end result. We do not fight for victory, we fight from victory. We are not trying to take back territory but are defending territory. This is the sense behind this principle of resting in the finished work.

Ephesians 2:6-7
"And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus: That in the ages to come he might shew the exceeding riches of his grace in his kindness toward us through Christ Jesus." It is God who gives you every desire, be it for things of this age or the age to come - as told us in Amos 8:11 that “The days are coming,” declares the Sovereign LORD, “when I will send a famine through the land— not a famine of food or a thirst for water, but a famine of hearing the words of the LORD.

When you want to speak the word of God, and it so happens that your hunger is not for the hearing of the word, but for the glamour connected with the teaching, it is the spotlight you desire and that too has been provided for. Every desire can and will be satisfied, if you will look into the law of liberty and persevere. Then you will be blessed in all you do.

I urge you who are on a sincere quest to know God, to use this principle [Grace] to try and create within yourself a longing for the deepest of all desires, this being to know God experientially. If you can really esteem this thirst for God above everything else, then use the same Law of Liberty [God's Grace]. Take this snapshot in your mind, of all the beaming faces of your pals and see yourself saying to them with deep conviction and feeling that you have encountered God experientially. That you felt the entire episodes of the life of Jesus, from the time He was being baptized in the Jordan, to the descending of the dove on Him, to the teachings and miracles, to the crucifixion and then the resurrection and the asending into heaven. See all those episodes as events unfolding within you. Feel yourself to be Jesus and that His life is now your life, and Feel all the suffering He went through in your mind, feeling every event as an event in your life, I tell you, you will know and understand Him in a way those who have read the Gospels thousands of times and those who have physically interacted with Him, have never known Him as described in ----2Corinthians 5:16[Msg Bible].

It reads "Because of this decision we don't evaluate people by what they have or how they look. We looked at the Messiah that way once and got it all wrong, as you know. We certainly don't look at him that way anymore. Now we look inside, and what we see is that anyone united with the Messiah gets a fresh start, is created new.

So you can be united with Christ by simply feeling Him Imaginally and ceasing to read about Him as that unusual character in history, and instead feeling yourself to be the one going through His episodes. Feeling Him this way certainly goes beyond the flesh for we no longer know Christ this way. Movies like the Passion of the Christ will not mesmerize you, because you have felt everything deeply and even more intensely as though it actually, happened to you. Dont just think about it, feel it deeply. When this flow of feelings starts, lock them unwaveringly and then persevere, for God has provided a satisfaction for that hunger and you will know it. If Jesus life as described in the bible was a movie, you would be the one behind the Camera, that as things happen its as though they are happening to you.

On the other hand, if such hunger is not yet upon you and your sincere desire is just the good things in life and to live “Happily-Ever-After”, well... that too is not entirely a bad hunger to fulfil, simply use the same principle of the perfect Law of Liberty [God's Grace] and persevere. Having acted and even achieved your goal, don’t turn and forget what manner of man you are, do not forget how you arrived there in the first place, but sleep in that conviction, and in a way you do not know, it will be yours perpetually.

Another common phenomenon in this day, is the recognizing of special memorial days for those passed on. But until you understand that there is: not one moment in time, that is holier than another because of the indwelling presence of Christ in you the hope of all Glory, and that,  as such there is no earthly place more sacred than the other, that where you stand becomes holy ground, then it is going to be hard to awaken out of the commemoration syndrome. Wherever you stand is sacred ground because you are there. Today is celebration day because, you are here now. The kingdom of God abides within you, the “Gullivers” of this world, and I am saying Arise, and judge the earth! For it is you who possesses all the nations -- Psalm 82:8 

Today here in Uganda several families are celebrating various Memorials for the 711 Al-Shabab bombings as I write, remembering the dead and placing flowers on graves their loved ones do not occupy.I tell you through the same principle of looking "feelingly" into the perfect law of Liberty, you have the ability and power to engage, those who have passed on. Only one who is awakened can penetrate this veil of death consciously. If you have awakened to your "I-AMness" and become established in your "being" of Christ, it is easy now for that new man to transcend consciously; beyond the world of dream and enter into the world of spirit wide awake and meet those loved ones there.

So while men will be busy thinking of the dead, you will be rejoicing in the life that is everlasting - because to you, people never die and you can engage them anytime at will. That’s why Jesus says in Matthew 8:22...Follow me; and let the dead burying their dead." Anyone who has not yet awakened to know that Flesh is but a garment is dead and as such takes after the same kind. However if have come out of that slumber, you have arisen from the dead and you now speak of a Living God who is real, you take after the resurrected kind. So why go to the cemetery to put flowers or a flag on that which is not there? The body may have been placed there, but not the spirit, not the being.

Matthew 27:33-34 Amplified Bible
And when they came to a place called Golgotha [Latin: Calvary], which means The Place of a Skull,...
Calvary is the Skull, it is the place where you died as Christ after the crucifixion, by then you were the old man. The brain, which holds your mind is found in the Skull. You are buried in the skull and in that skull you will remain, dreaming your dream of life until you awaken and are born the second time - until you resurrect as the new man - this whole episode is revolving in the mind- with the heart [mind] a man believes, a man is renewed in the mind, a man gets reborn again with the mind and not the flesh nor the Spirit. In the Skull you will meet David, who reveals you as God the Father. It is from there you are going to be split in two and ascend into the Holy of Holies. You were begotten in that skull and you will end the drama there, to know you are one with the one and only Living God.

In the 25th and 27th chapters of the Book of Genesis, the story is told of Isaac, who had two sons. The first son, Esau, had hair all over while the second son, Jacob, was hairless. Being blind, Isaac calls Esau and asks him to go get some venison for dinner. Jacob through Rebekah his mother, having overheard the request, faked his father by clothing himself in the skins of his brother Esau and took the venison to his father. Isaac, hearing Jacob’s voice began to doubt, until he touched him, to feel his reality and caught Esau's odor. Satisfying himself that the son was real, Jacob was given the father’s blessing. When Esau returned from the hunt Jacob vanished, but Isaac said: “--Although your brother came through deception, I have given him your blessing and I cannot take it back.”

You may ask but why, why couldnt Isaac recall his blessing?
Feelings in the subconscious world are like a password in the computer world, the moment access is granted it cannot be retracted. It is kind of like; once an object is placed before a mirror, it cannot be reflected. So it is with a blessing; that once released with feeling it cannot be retracted because it will have been captured on the subconscious radar. Now after smothering [completely suffocating or drowning] yourself in the feeling, what will ensue is that you have deployed those feelings onto their target, you have sent them onto their way and just as a bullet cannot be recalled once its released, the feelings cannot be taken back.

Sustained and unperturbed imagination with feeling is an extremely powerful form of prayer, as prayer is nothing more than the subjective [inward] appropriation of an objective [outward] hope. Prayer is the most highly accelerated mind action that steps up mental activity into level of consciousness synchronous to the mind of Christ. Imagine by giving objective reality to your hope. In other words you consciously perceive through the objective elements, something that you desire intensely, then within your mind [Subjective element] you act like you already have it and have began enjoying it, then it manifests- i.e, and if you do not doubt in your mind, but believe that those things which you say will happen; you will have whatever you say. (Mark 11:23).

In the Jacob and Esau Story, it is evident that Hair is the most objective thing on a man. If you were blind like Isaac, the most convincing aspect on your son is their body odour and their hair which also carries body odour. So until you bring your hope or your target so close that you can feel it or smell it, the way it would be like when you are actually living it, it will still be far from you. So you have to engage memory and all the inner senses, i.e, inner-smell, inner-taste, inner sense of feeling, inner hearing and inner sight, to imagination, to fully contruct faith and hope and then you will be like He that calls things that be not as though they are in Romans4:17 inside your mind.

This whole episode is what Isaiah 55:1 means by “Everyone who thirsts, come to the waters;And you who have no [ a ] money come, buy and eat. Come, buy wine and milk Without money and without cost.” The entire drama is going on within your imagination and you are living through it from within. You are “drinking and eating” which involves all the 5 senses, from within and no money or cost is required. We live in a world where there is a price on everything, but there is no price on accessing these things in the mind. Therefore Money is not standing between you and what you lack or what you desire, your desires at will can be manifested from within and what is within dictates what is without, as all outer change follows inner Change. The answer is lived within first and then it breaks out to the outside- finite realm. This is what being a witnesses unto Christ -[ the end of all salvation] both in Jerusalem [the inner city], and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth[outward - finite realm] in Acts 1:8 means. While still in Jerusalem ask yourself what it would be like if it were up to you to be out there. All men have free access to Jerusalem and can be witnesses of the desired end, and all this takes place within.

Gen 27:22-24  So Jacob went near to Isaac his father, and he felt him and said, "The voice is Jacob's voice, but the hands are the hands of Esau." And he did not recognize him, because his hands were hairy like his Brother Esau's hands; so he blessed him. Then he said, "Are you really my son Esau?" He said, "I am."

My objective in this missive is that you clothe yourself in that deep feeling – and by so doing, you will have clothed yourself in the reality of an Esau. The world may not immediately reflect your feeling, but you have set your desire in motion and cannot take it back. You have given a subjective state to your blessing by giving it objective reality. Now it must fulfill its destiny so that you will be blessed in all that you are doing. It’s kind of like you have loaded your gun, taken aim at your target, your target being “the desired end”, pulled the trigger and in that instant you wait for the results with confident expectation of good.

If you don’t give your subjective hope, objective reality, you can’t see the fulfillment of the blessing within you, which you desire to manifest. You must clothe yourself in the feeling that your wish is fulfilled. Jacob is your desire, waiting to be clothed in the feeling of external reality. Catch the feeling, and you have clothed Jacob with the external reality of Esau. Now deceive yourself into believing that your desire is externally real, and give it your blessing by subjectively appropriating your objective hope.

Who is the blind Isaac?
You are, for you cannot see what you are asking for in your outer world. It’s a hope and you are blind to it. But when you clothe yourself in the feeling of its fulfillment, you are eating the feeling of satisfaction. Feast upon this feeling morning, noon, and night, and in a way you do not know your desire will become an objective reality in your world.

Gen 27:26 Then his father Isaac said to him, "Come near now and kiss me, my son."

In this story we see the importance of feeling. Feeling makes a lot of sense to people just as tasting, hearing, smelling, and seeing do. In the spirit realm these senses can be engaged profitably, within the mind, and the mind can mimic the physical reaction of the senses mentally, to accurately create the full picture of the desired end. In the realm of the spirit, one can apply all the five senses both to discern and to create. So, Isaac asked Jacob to come close and kiss him. The word translated as “--kiss” from the original bible text written in Hebrew means, “--to set on fire; to burn; to touch.” We know what a kiss does to intimacy; it sparks off a chain reaction of emotions and may result into sexual consummation. Judas applied the kiss in Mathew 26:48, to signal the one to be seized, and that resulted into the crucifixion of Jesus, which is another form of consummation. Therefore a kiss is an emotion, it is an intense feeling, a kiss is of the touch sense, which partners with feeling sense. Reality is felt through the sense of touch. Feeling is touch, it connects. Tasting is touch – it connects. To elaborate this further, when two people are craving each other, their communication is at one level if all they do is think and talk to each other. But the minute they kiss, those intense thoughts and feelings transform into actions, what was within is now consummated – it is externalized as a birth.

Heb 2:9 (Amp)  But we are able to see Jesus, Who was ranked lower than the angels for a little while, crowned with glory and honor because of His having suffered death, in order that by the grace (unmerited favor) of God [to us sinners] He might taste [experience] death for every individual person.

Heb 2:18 (Amp) for because He Himself [in His humanity] has suffered in being tempted (tested and tried), He is able [immediately] [3] to run to the cry of (assist, relieve) those who are being tempted and tested and tried [and who therefore are being exposed to suffering].


Scripture is showing us that Jesus faced every form of temptation and even tasted death for all of us. How do you taste death? By experiencing it. Jesus tasted death by dying in all, that all may know who He is. It means Jesus lived your life and tasted death through your mind’s eye, so that there is no pain or feeling that any one will ever go through that He hasn’t felt before. From the primitive aborigine in Australia to the sophisticated IT engineer in America’s NASA, He knows and He is one with the pain at all of those levels. He knows what it feels like.

Now if Jesus had to taste your experience to attain the goal of setting you free, it means we follow the same pattern, that we have to feel the life we desire by experiencing it through sensory perception, before we see freedom. Put this teaching into practice and live the life of your dreams. Jesus taught you to simply appropriate a subjective state which is your objective hope, and understand that it must externalize itself in your world. Do that and it will be released or manifested or discharged.
Ask in faith, without doubting, for those who doubt, are like the wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind. They are double-minded, for they know what they are while desiring to be something else.  You must be single-minded by dropping what you believe you are and assuming that you are already what you desire to be, for you cannot desire something you already possess. Look into the wonderful Law of Liberty [God's Grace] which sets you free, and you will see your freedom in the faces of your friends. Persist in your assumption and it must come to pass.

Next time we will investigate the beautiful connection, between understanding – knowing – intercourse and oneness. Let us go into peace.

Monday, July 4, 2011

The Life Beneath Your World Awaits The Command Of A King That You Are!!!!



June 2011 --- By Mukoto

"Thus saith the LORD, the Holy One of Israel, and his Maker, Ask me of things to come concerning my sons, and concerning the work of my hands command ye me." ------Isaiah 45:11

Has anything decreed by a man ever come to pass? The unequivocal answer is YES. While most of us know that many of the things we decree always come to pass, few are aware that what comes to pass are those things that form in our imagination [World of dreams and desires]. We always decree either consciously or unconsciously; deliberately or involuntarily.

Right now throughout the entire world everyone is busy decreeing that which appears in his or her mind [Imagination - Read world] and this is a perpetual activity with all human beings. Decreeing is similar to punching information into a computer system [Imagination], the result is output - [manifestations in the carnal realm]. The world and its present state is a result of man's imaginations or decreeings. Recognition is the power that conjures in the world. Every state that man has ever recognized , he has embodied. That which we are recognizing as true of ourselves today is that which we are experienci ng. This forms the background of Our dominion in the world as assigned in Genesis 1:27.

Now all outer or external change or occurence outside of a man follows inner change within his thoughts & imaginations. Nothing appears to you other than that which you have already decreed, whether you like it or not. This you may deny, but try as you might you cannot disprove it, for decreeing is eternal, universal and based upon a changeless supernatural principle.

Stuff does not just happen in your life just because of what you say or by autosuggestion as psychologists suggest. Neither do things happen in your life through repetitive or continous confessions, instead such vain repetition is more often than not confirmation of the opposite.

There is foundation for all aspects of your life and it springs from within you in your imagination. It is imperative that you realize that you are what you perceive [think] yourself to be. You are that videographer behind the camcorder busy filming yourself in action. Proverbs 23:7 says "For as a man thinketh in his heart[imagination], so is he..." what you say is not the issue, but your imagination is key, as this forms your world.

In the oldest book of the bible, i.e Job 22:28, it says "you shall also decree a thing, and it shall be established to you...." Decreeing is the process of giving a command, backed by some force or power. In the case of man, decreeing or commanding, springs from the conscious mind. The conscious instruction is executed and fulfilled by the subconscious mind, the most powerful part of man. All decreeing is done in the conscious mind. Every man is conscious of being that which he has decreed or deemed himself to be.

If we examine the case of a man who cannot talk due to dumbness, it is clear that even without spoken words, that the man has built an awareness within him of dumbness. Within him he keeps thinking "I AM dumb" and even without saying the words he is established in that state. This means that your affirmations do not define you or creat you, but rather what goes on in your heart or between your two ears - the mind. Without realizing it the dumb man continues decreeing within him that he is so, and that can only change when he thinks otherwise within himself. There is an appointed time for manifestation and soon the dumb man encounters his miracle whether through a healing session or some miraculous event.

When the Bible is read from this perspective you will find it to be the greatest scientific book ever written. Instead of looking upon the Bible as the historical record of an ancient civilization or the biography of the unusual life of Jesus, see it as a great psychological drama taking place in your consciousness. See it as your biography written in advance for you to act out. See it as a description of your character.

Claim it as your own and you will suddenly transform your world from the barren deserts of the Sahara or Egypt to the promised land of Canaan that is awash with Milk and honey.

We all acknowledge that all things were made by God, and without him there is nothing made that is made. What we do not agree upon is the identity of God. Each of us based on our background and foundation have our own interpretation and understanding about the nature and identity of God. All the churches and
priesthoods of the world disagree as to the identity and true nature of God.

The Bible proves beyond the shadow of doubt that Moses and the prophets were in one accord as to the identity and nature of God. Such unanimity and consistence over a series of generations is not accidental or coincidental. It is a reflection of the congruence of truth.

And Jesus life and teachings are in agreement with the findings of the prophets of old.
·         Moses discovered God to be man's awareness of being, when he declared these often misunderstood words, “I AM hath sent me unto you [Exodus 3:14].
·         David sang in his psalms, “Be still and know that I AM God.”[Psalm 46:10]
·         Isaiah declared, “I AM the Lord and there is none else. There is no God beside me. I girded thee, though thou hast not known me. I form the light, and create darkness; I make peace, and create evil. I the Lord do all these things.” [Isaiah 45:5]

The awareness of being as God is stated numerous times in the New Testament. I will point out a few: “I AM the shepherd, I AM the door; I AM the resurrection and the life; I AM the way; I AM the Alpha and Omega; I AM the beginning and the end”; and again, “Whom do you say that I AM?”

It is not stated in the new testament whether Jesus said, “I, Jesus, am the door. I, Jesus am the way,” nor is it said, “Whom do you say that I, Jesus, am?” He said it plainly that, “I AM the way.” The awareness of being is the door through which the manifestations of life pass into the world of form [The Physical Realm].

Your Imagination provides that interface between the physical realm and the supernatural realm or the formless-infinite realm into the realm of form. For example while bad news in the physical realm can make you react with sadness, it can also cause you to reproduce the same scenario in your imagination which soon gains form by manifesination physically. The drama will have recurred in your consciousness and is merely unfolding in the world of form. For instance when riots gripped North Africa recently, it was only a short while before they were reproduced in East Africa, and to another mind this is coined as a politcal tide or uprising, but its all about imagination and consciousness.

Your Imagination behaves like a radio antenna picking up signals that are either transmitted from the infinite realm[within] or physical realm[without]. Consciousness is always tuned into some transmission and as such keeps changing. Consciousness can also be deliberately attuned to permanently pick signals from the infinite realm – the Spirit within you or your awareness of being, just as a DSTV dish can be locked into a defined set of cordinates to maintain a desired reception.

In that sense with that kind of attunement Consciousness becomes the "resurrecting power" resurrecting that which you are conscious of being. When the physical or carnal realm projects itself upon your consciousness, then you will retransmit that realm - with the hindsight that, to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace." (Rom 8:6).  When the conscious mind is tuned in and turned on to the realm of the Spirit within, it then means that your attention is on the Kingdom of God within you and the result is to retransmit the supernatural nature of God within you, which is the life and peace outward.

Every individual is always conscious of something, the problem is WHAT to be conscious of. Without the WHAT you cannot have the WHERE clearly. So to say, how can Life's radio signals be trapped if their frequency is unknown. How do you come into the direct face of the Spirit within you, if you do not have a renewed imagination or a renewed mind? The critical factor is what foundation is your thinking based upon. The most common fallacy is the foundation that all things exist and emanate from outside of Self, including the location of God, [Our awareness] whom we seek after. You are told in Luke 17:21 that the kingdom of God is within you. The kingdom of God and heaven refer to - the dwelling place of God.

Man has been on a perpetual quest, searching for God beyond self, continously picturing stuff in the carnal realm and reproducing it thinking that he was that stuff or that kind of being in the carnal realm. Man has been engrossed in out-picturing that which he is presently conscious of being. No body has considered that the answer could actually be inward and in fact inside him. nobody has considered the pictures within self. Self has been labelled devil. True self is I AM, I AM is God. I AM is your awareness of being.

From childhood we are cast into a world which dictates that we draw out of it, that which is to define who we are, and little is used in describing drawing from within. A young woman in the villages of Seeta- Mukono will trek the highway to Kampala in the belief that her destination to the good life is in the brisk trades of Kikuubo whereas the answer is actually right inside her. Why? Because according to Ephesians 1:3, all kinds of Spiritual blessings are already existent in you, in the heavenly places,  in you according to Luke 17:21.

The Spiritual blessings and the Heavenly places are right where this young woman is and it is the reason why God has decided to make known to us all what is the riches of the glory of this mystery amongst us; this glorious mystery is Christ within you, the hope of all glory. This Christ is preached, warning and teaching every man in all wisdom; so that all men may be presented as perfect in this conception. Christ is an inception of the mind, something you have to conceive in your imagination, upon which you build your life. Until you acknowledge that, the Character of Christ Jesus is referring to you, then it is hard to handle the fact that the word “Christ” is the anointed one and His anointing and the nameJesus”  is the name you have been given as a master key and it’s the name above all names . This is the truth that makes man free, for man is always self-imprisoned or self-freed.

Colossians 1:27-28 (Amplified) To whom God was pleased to make known how great for the Gentiles are the riches of the glory of this mystery, which is Christ within and among you, the Hope of [realizing the] glory. Him we preach and proclaim, warning and admonishing everyone and instructing everyone in all wisdom (comprehensive insight into the ways and purposes of God), that we may present every person mature (full-grown, fully initiated, complete, and perfect) in Christ (the Anointed One).

I urge you, the reader, to give up all of your former beliefs in a God who is apart from your Self, and claim God as your awareness of being, just as Jesus and the prophets did, cast out the carnally inspired self and aspire to the Spirit inspired Self, and transform the power behind the use of your "I am" words. God is not without, but within you. His presence in you is manifested and heightened based on your consciousness of Him being resident in you. Your biggest challenge is keeping your antennae locked onto God within you.

Religion and all its proponents have taught us that God - "I am" is outside our being, forgetting that the main reason for our being on earth is to BE as God entities manifest in human flesh, hence the term human being. If we use the example of a loudspeaker, it is not the voice, but the sound outlet or sound being of the voice.

God is Spirit and a Spirit is formless, but He is resident in man who is a formed, making man an outlet of God’s in the physical realm. Numerous misconceptions about the locality of God have encumbered man, necessitating the need for us to reawaken our being Imagination and thus the coming of Jesus the Son of man -who is come to restore that which was lost - Mat 18:11. This whole episode effectively makes Jesus as our template, the template of an awakened being.

The statement “I and my Father are one.” And the statement that, “... but my Father is greater than I,” all seem very confusing “but if interpreted in the light of the above background, concerning the identity of God, you will find it very revealing.

Consciousness being God, is as “Father.” The thing that you are conscious of being is the “son” bearing witness of his “Father.” It is the offshoot of that which you are, like the conceiver and his conceptions. The conceiver is ever greater than his conceptions yet ever remains one with his conception. This is also we are made sons of the living God, as we are conceptions of the Father.

For instance; before you realized you are a man, you first became conscious that you are a being and not an animal or thing, that is, as a living entity called a human being. Then you became conscious of being man. Yet in all this process you remain as a conceiver[Father], greater than your conception - [man.] and yet the two of you[conceiver and the conception] are still one, residing in one body.

Php 2:5-6  Let this mind be in you,...which was also in Christ Jesus Who, being in the form of God, thought it not robbery to be equal with God

Jesus knew this glorious truth and declared himself to be one with God and not a ‘god’ that man had crafted for he never recognized such a god. When you are one with anything you can as well call yourself that thing.

1 Cor 6:17 says but the person who is united to the Lord becomes one Spirit with Him...

He also said in Luke 17:21, “If any man should ever come, saying, “˜Look here or look there,” believe them not, for the kingdom of God is within you.”

Heaven the presence or dwelling place of God or the residence of the Spirit is within you. The Almighty is within you and He is your state of awareness of being.

When the words “unto the Father” are used in the following verses of the bible;
  • John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

  • John 14:28 Ye have heard how I said unto you, I go away, and come again unto you. If ye loved me, ye would rejoice, because I said, I go unto the Father: for my Father is greater than I.

  • Eph 2:18 For through him we both have access by one Spirit unto the Father.

  • Eph 3:14  For this cause I bow my knees unto the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ,

  • Col 1:12  Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light:

  • Heb 12:9 Furthermore we have had fathers of our flesh which corrected us, and we gave them reverence: shall we not much rather be in subjection unto the Father of spirits, and live?

It means that he rose in consciousness to the point where he was just conscious of being, thus transcending the limitations of his present conception of himself, called “Jesus.”

In the awareness of being all things are possible, In the Job 22:28, it says "you shall also decree a thing, and it shall come to pass” this is his decreeing rising in consciousness to the spontaneity of being the thing desired.

As he expressed it in John 12:32And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all men unto me”.
If I heighten my consciousness to the spontaneity of the thing desired I will draw the manifestation of that desire unto me. For he states in John 6:44 and John 10:30 that   No man comes unto me save the Father within me draws him, and I and my Father are one.” Therefore, consciousness is the Father that is drawing the manifestations of life unto you.

You are, at this very moment, drawing into your world that which you are now conscious of being. With this in mind you can see what is meant by the words “You must be born again.” You may be unhappy with the present state of affairs in your life, but that status quo is your expression in life at the moment and the only way to change it, is to take your attention away, from the undesired state and form an image of that which you desire and make it seem so real to you and rise in consciousness to that which you desire to be.

You cannot serve two masters, therefore to take your attention from one state of consciousness and place it upon another state involves crucifying the former i.e. Dying to the one and resurrecting to another i.e. Becoming alive to the latter.

The question that Jesus posed to a man called Peter, asking "whom say ye that I am? in Matthew 16:15. is a key element in consciousness. This is the eternal question addressed to one’s self by one’s true being. In other words, “Whom do you say you are?” For your conviction of yourself or your opinion of yourself will determine your expression in life. Your impression of who you are will be the impetus of your expression in life. When you[the Father] are busy capturing that star [the Son] on camera, what kind of character do you see. Both of you are one and the same.

It is written that Jesus said in (John 14:1) "... ye believe in God [i.e. the Father- the Conceiver- the videographer in you - the inceptor], believe also in me [i.e the son- the conception- key man in the movie of life - the inception]. In other words, it is the me [the inception]within you that is this God.

When you grow in this understanding, Praying ceases to be what it is generally understood to be, it becomes a way of acknowledging yourself to be that which you now desire, rather than the norm of petitioning a God that does not exist. God is your awareness of being. It ceases to be an external affair but an unfolding drama within. This is true meditative prayer.

Suddenly it makes sense as to the millions of prayers that go unanswered? Men pray to God an external God,  in a way in which He does not exist. For instance: To be conscious of poverty and yet pray to God for riches, implies that what you are conscious of, takes the day, i.e it is to be rewarded with that which you are conscious of being which is poverty. Successful Prayer must be claiming or decreeing rather than begging. You are God by way of being, you then become your desire - this is co creativity. You assume your desire in your consciousness and then your desire manifests.

So then if you would like to pray for wealth, change the image of what you see within - in your imagination. Turn from your picture of poverty by denying the very evidence of your senses and assume the nature of being wealthy.

That’s why Matthew 6:6  says but when you pray go within in secret and shut the door. And that which your Father sees in secret, with that will he reward you openly.”

We have identified the “Father” to be the awareness of being. We have also identified the “door” to be the awareness of being. So “shutting the door” is shutting out that which “I” am currently mistaken of being and claiming myself to be that which “I” desire to be. The very moment my claim is established to the point of conviction, that moment I begin to draw towards me the evidence of my claim publicly.

It is not important to dwell on how things will happen or how they will manifest into the physical realm, because God's ways are past finding out, too complex for a human mind to handle. No manifestation knows how that which desired it caused it to appear, just as a man does not comprehend the intricacies of how God desired him into manifestation. The word desire and sire, are related. To desire is to long for, to sire is to Father that which you long for. To desire leads to dicreeing.In the same way the "conceived" does not know how he came to be in the conceivers longing.

Consciousness is the door-way [valve] through which things appear. Jesus said, “I AM the way “ not “I,” Jesus Christ, am the way, but “I AM.” The awareness of being, is the way through which things come into physical manifestation. It is the reason why Jesus said seek first the kingdom in Mathew 6:33 and yet in Luke 17:20-21 He reveals that, that Kingdom is actually within you. To seek then means to desire that which is within you through the process of decreeing or inward based imagination. 

"And these signs shall follow them that believe; ..." (Mark 16:17). The signs and wonders always follow. They never precede the mind nor should they dictate the entire process. Things have no reality other than in your consciousness - the only true reality is a thing of the  mind. Therefore, get the consciousness first and the thing is forced to appear. Subdue your mind to the life of the Spirit within you, and the physical life around you is forced to replicate likewise. What you see in your imagination is what you get in your carnal realm. All outer change follows inner change, all external imagery is ever mimicking the internal imagery in your world.

We spend more time meditating on those things that come our way in the carnal realm, in that we have become one with them and its impossible to deny the internal image within, in the mind. No wonder life seems to be taking us where we do not desire to go most of the time and that what we constantly encounter is similar to what we have been foreboding or have been wary of. It is a replicating process, the law of expectation.

So the signs and wonders always follow. They never precede the mind nor should they dictate the entire process. Things have no reality other than in your consciousness - the only true reality is a thing of the  mind. Therefore, get the consciousness first and the thing is forced to appear. Mathew 6:33 tells you, “Seek ye first the kingdom of Heaven and all things shall be added unto you.... yet Luke 17:21 says behold the Kingdom of God is within you.”  The point is that, get first the consciousness of the things that you are seeking which are in spiritual format within the Kingdom in you, and leave the physical things alone. This is what is meant by “Ye shall decree a thing and it shall come to pass.” There is a whole different realm in the bible, and the life there is blissfully eternal, and that life goes through the doorway of your imagination to manifest as reality in this physical realm. God or your awareness cannot work independent of your imagination.

Apply this principle and you will know what it is to prove "me" and see. The story of Mary is an allegory, depicting the story of every man. Mary was not just some woman “giving birth in some miraculous way to one called “Jesus.” Mary is the awareness of being that I have laboured to explain above, which forever remains virgin, no matter how many desires it gives birth to. Right now see yourself as this virgin Mary being impregnated by yourself through the medium of desire becoming one with your desire to the point of embodying or giving birth to your desire.

"For this cause shall a man leave his Father and mother, and shall be joined unto his wife, and they two shall be one flesh." (Ephesians 5:31).  Man ought to see the bible as their biography, depicting the masculine and feminine elements within him, that manifest as the states of his fruit. The masculine shall be joined to the feminine and they two shall become one [spiritual union or spiritual Intercourse], Adam knew [intercoursed with] Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain --Genesis4:1

For instance: It is said of Mary (whom you now know to be yourself) that she knew not a man. Yet she conceived. That is, you, Twinomugisha Robert - Mukoto, have no reason to believe that that which you now desire is possible, but having discovered your awareness of being to be God, you make this awareness your husband and conceive a man child (manifestation) of the Lord.

This not knowing a man is talking about a state where you do not need anything from the carnal realm to manifest what is within, i.e. your desire. All your desires are generated and manifested from within you, including the sperm that fertilizes your imagination. For instance in you are all the houses and cities you can ever desire, yet all it takes is to activate them to come alive. You do not need to have a house already, in order to father houses that are in my imagination. My Imagination is capable of forming my desire and I do not need to be engrossed with the detail. I do not need a city from outside to be Daddy or to fertilize my imagination to manifest the city within me which is existing in spiritual format. The Source is from within, even though I may need a picture or image on the outside to help my imagination with the formation, onto a grander scale or whatever magnitude I desire.

"For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called. For the LORD hath called thee as a woman ..." (Isaiah 54:5-6). 

All gender to God is as a woman, and that’s why His church is a bride, because our portion is to receive [conceive in our imagination] and manifest as a being. The Church is the Child bearing portion of God’s element, the church needs to know how to give birth to God or to manifest His essence in the physical realm and this is only possible when there is clear direction of where God is, within our being. God is not remote. 1Co 6:17 says “But the person who is united to the Lord becomes one spirit with Him.” God is within you.
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Using the example of a flower which is the fruit bearing part of a plant, lets examine its structure as depicted in the diagram on the left, it has both the male and female part - i.e. labelled the stamen which releases pollen grains and the Carpel which is comprised of Stigma, style and Ovary, which later become the fruit after the fertilization process - conception. In the same way God – the I AM in you or your Awareness is the Stamen releasing pollens (your desires) onto the stigma (your imagination). The Hebrew word for imagination in strong’s concordance is yêtser pronounced as yay’-tser and figuratively this is the same word used for conception or the womb in Hebrew. This is where your desires are formed or conceived. This is where impregnation takes place and the baby is formed or the part where the thing desired takes form prior to physical manifestation.  As a woman therefore delight yourself also in the Lord your Husband, and He will give you the desires and secret petitions of your heart . If you catch my drift, all it takes is a woman to delight in her hubby, to get Him to deposit seed in the imagination - womb.

Your ideal or ambition is this conception. Jesus always gave the command “Go your way, tell no man.” E.g --Mat 17:9 --- Take it that this is the first command to you after conception. That is, do not discuss your ambitions or desires with another for the other will only echo your present fears. Secrecy is the first law to be observed in realizing your desire. Just as lovemaking is a thing of secrecy so is the process of your imagination being impregnated with your desires and ambitions. These are seed or sperm or better still pollen to a flower. So secrecy is key because this thing is private and very personal. I have 4 Children, but every time my wife was in the initial stages of pregnancy, before it showed, she vehemently forbade me from mentioning it to anyone, and this now makes perfect sense, because at that stage the baby is fragile and faced with many risks.

The next important thing, is also drawn from the story of Mary, which is to “Magnify the Lord.” We have agreed that the Lord is your awareness of being or impression of the infinite realm. Therefore, to “magnify the Lord” is to revalue or expand or to heighten your present conception of your Self to the point where this revaluation process becomes a reflex of sorts. When this good habit is attained you give birth by becoming that which you are one with in consciousness. 

"Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." (Psalm 37:4). For example you ought to see yourself in the light of the mighty, awesome and abounding one, to the point that it becomes a feeling inside you, a reflex of sorts. Actually all the attributes traditionally placed on God are the same attributes you ought to accord your awareness of being, to create the right impression within - your desires, which enables you to express it without as the desire of the Lord. Then signs and wonders that follow them that have assimilated to this image begin to manifest soon slowly by slowly and suddenly you abound as you become established in it.

The story of creation is portrayed in form of simple tips and timesaving insights in the first chapter of John. "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God." (John 1:1).

In the beginning was the word.” Now, this very second, is the “beginning” spoken of. It is the genesis of an urge, “ a desire. “The word” is the desire swimming around in your consciousness or seeking embodiment. The urge of itself has no reality, For, “I AM” or the awareness of being is the only reality. Things live only as long as I AM aware of being them; so to realize one's desire, the second line of this first verse of John must be applied. That is, “And the word  was with God - my awareness.” The word, or desire, must be fixed or united with consciousness to give it reality. The awareness becomes aware of being the thing desired, thereby nailing itself upon the form or conception and giving life unto its conception or resurrecting that which was heretofore a dead or unfulfilled desire.

Two [the desire -the word and your awareness -God] shall agree as touching anything and it shall be established on earth. "Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven. " (Matthew 18:19).

This agreement is never made between two persons. It is between the awareness-God-I am and the thing desired-The Word. You are now conscious of being, so you are actually saying to yourself, without using words, “I AM.”

Now, if it is a state of health that you desire to see, before you have any evidence of health in your world, start FEELING  healthy. And at that precise moment that feeling “I AM healthy” will be attained and the two will have agreed. That is, I AM and health have agreed to be one and this agreement by all means will inevitably result into  the birth of a child which is what was agreed upon and in this case, it is health. And because I made the agreement I express the thing agreed.

From the above experience you can see why Moses stated, “I AM has sent me.” For what being, other than “I AM” could send you into expression? None! For “I AM the way “ Beside me there is no other.” Even if you found yourself right in the middle of a dreadful situation or cast in the uttermost parts of the world, like St. John on the Island of Patmos, you will still be aware of being, and this is why God [your awareness] is  Omnipresent and Omniscient, because your awareness is with you everywhere you go and knows all that you know. There are perpetual moments that require that you express yourself  based on your awareness. Your expression is that which you are aware of being.

Again, Moses stated, “I AM that I AM.” The point here is that, it is unwise to put new wine in old bottles or patch old garments with bits from new cloth. It is unwise to take with you into the i.e. newfound consciousness any of your old beliefs - the old man. Your present beliefs, fears and limitations are weights that stagnate you to your present level of consciousness. For example when I state that your awareness is God or that its that which you are conscious of submitting to, then embrace it as something personal and direct your consciousness appropriately and acknowledge the presence of God within you. If you are to transcend this level you must discard all that is now your present self, or conception of who you are accustomed to thinking you are. Draw your attention away from all that is now your present problem or limitation and dwell upon just being. That is; you say silently but "feelingly" to yourself, I AM....I AM....I AM...

Philippians 2:5-6 states that "Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God [a being just like you and me], thought it not robbery to be equal with God:" where you see the name of Jesus, place your name instead to know it is you being addressed and Jesus is your example of how it could be done.

Romans 12:2 states that "And be not conformed to this world [the Oldman, religion, tradition, politics, education e.t.c...]: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind [to your awareness as the new man, of being a God entity or God Box - the new ark just as Jesus Christ], that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God."

O and when you start declaring silently but "feelingly" to yourself, I AM....I AM....I AM... do not condition this “awareness” as yet. Just declare yourself to be, and continue to do so, until you are lost in the feeling of just being faceless and formless. When this expansion of consciousness is attained, then, within this formless deep of yourself give form to the new conception by FEELING yourself to be THAT  which you desire to be. That is when you complete the sentence by muttering to yourself, I AM wealthy, healthy, or truth e.t.c at a time.

If you are an adult, you know that a man can only have one woman at a time, so do not present many desires simultaneously. This is something you will make a lifestyle or a habit, a daily thing that becomes second nature like food to you. So I cannot say I am wealthy, then I progress to another form, healthy, all in one session until I get accustomed to doing this frequently and easily. 

Note that, by stating to yourself, in that deep silent, secret place, that I AM....I AM....I AM... You will be like a man being turned on into that mood of love making to the point of being very horny - that the is the expanded formless state. Now to give form to that formless state is presenting the woman - the imagination [conception] of your desire, and then when the two agree or come together, that heightened consciousness releases that sperm, your desires into that formed state, causing impregnation. At the end of the gestation, the baby is born - of virgin Conception.
 
You will find within this deep of yourself all things to be divinely possible. Everything in the world which you can conceive of being, is to you, within this present formless awareness, a most natural attainment. If you be a man, you know what it feels like when you are in the horny state, it is like you can take on any woman, so is it with the deep, you can form anything in the carnal realm.

2 Corinthians 5:6-8 -  "Therefore we are always confident, knowing that, whilst we are at home in the body, we are absent from the Lord: (For we walk by faith, not by sight:) We are confident, I say, and willing rather to be absent from the body, and to be present with the Lord." . The invitation is “to be absent from the body and be present with the Lord.” The "body” is the former conception you had of yourself and “the Lord” as we have seen is your awareness of being. This is what Jesus meant when He said to Nicodemus, “Ye must be born again for except ye be born again ye cannot enter the kingdom of Heaven.” That is; unless you let go of your present mindset of who think you are and embrace the new nature, by assuming the new stature from the new birth, you will continue to manifest your present limitations - by reproducing the carnal realm into your world.

So the only way to change your expressions of life is to change your  impressions within or change your consciousness. For consciousness is the reality that eternally solidifies itself into the things round about you in your world. Man's world in its every detail is his consciousness out-pictured or expressed. Just as you cannot alter your image by tinkering with the reflection in the mirror do not hope to alter your world by seeking to change stuff  physically. Effect change from within you, all change begins from inside - out. In the same way you cannot destroy your reflection by destroying the mirror. Your environment, and all within it, is a reflection of that which you are in consciousness of. As long as you continue to be that in consciousness so long will you continue to out-picture or manifest it in your world.

Knowing this, begin to revalue yourself. We have placed a very minute value onto ourselves and this has nothing to do with self esteem, but the positioning according to Christ in us. World  and History over we have placed too little value upon ourselves. In Numbers 13:33 it is written that "And there in the land we saw the giants , the sons of Anak, which come of the giants: and we were in our own sight as grasshoppers. And we were in their sight  as grasshoppers." . They first beheld themselves as grasshoppers in the sight of giants and then their adverseries recieved the stature of giants and saw these guys as grasshoppers - a switch in perspective.  This does not mean a time in the dim past when man had the stature of giants. Today is the day, the eternal now when conditions round about you have attained the appearance and stature of giants (such as AIDs, Peaceful fequent Change in Government, free flowing finances, and all the stuff that seems to bedevil you) those are the giants that make you feel yourself to be a grasshopper. Anything that reduces you to feeling like "Nsenene" becomes a giant by virtue of the value you accord it and the value you accord yourself. Do not forget that we are told that, you were first, in your own sight a grasshopper and because of this you were to the giants “a grasshopper.

In other words, you can only be to others what you are first to yourself. Therefore, begin to revalue yourself and begin to feel yourself to be the giant, a center of power. Doing that "feelingly" begins to dwarf these former giants and to reduce them to grasshoppers. Without saying anything you can make somebody feel like a grasshopper, just simply by assuming the feeling of a giant in their presence. This is how Manchester United has dominated the English Premier league soccer under Sir Alex Ferguson. He has instilled a mentality among all his players to feel like they are giants among grasshoppers, and thats how they view all the other teams and they are so established and persistent in it that it has become a thing they have perfected over time as a belief. It has hauled in 19 trophies under a single generation of Ryan Giggs and Alex Ferguson alone.

When the Bible says in 1John4:17, that as Jesus is so are we in this world... It is urging you to see yourself as Jesus the giant in you because Jesus is the giant who dwarfed and subdued the world when He declared ..."In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world." in John 16:33.. If you do not believe that, that Giant dwells in you now to ensure zero failure, then its your call to remain a grasshopper - "Nsenene".
 
In Daniel 4:35 it says here that "And all the inhabitants of the earth are reputed as nothing: and he doeth according to his will in the army of heaven, and among the inhabitants of the earth: and none can stay his hand, or say unto him, What doest thou?" . The God personality being described in the verse is not the conventional God sitting in space that we have been programmed to think He is, but The one and only true God - I am “ Your Eternal Father, the Source of your Awareness of Being. So awaken to the power centre that you are, not as mere man, but as your True Self, The Spirit -  a faceless, formless awareness, and free yourself from your self imposed prison. The prison of hesitating to radically believe the grace of God that has declared that as He is so are you, and that what God is, is what is your I am.

In John 10:14 your I am says “I am the good shepherd and know my sheep and am known of mine. Then in John 10:27 the Spirit[I AM] again says "My sheep hear my voice and I know them and they will follow me.” So, awareness is the good shepherd. What I am aware of being, is the “sheep” that follow me. So good a “shepherd” is your awareness that it has never lost any of its “sheep” the Sheep being what you are aware of being such as being aware of being a power centre.

For example as I try to write this I am a voice calling in the wilderness of human confusion which I have taken as my present being, and never shall there come a time when that which I am convinced that I am shall fail to find me - I know that every one who is seeking to know the truth will find me - that voice that broadcasts truth, freedom and liberation. “I AM” is an open door for all that I am aware of to enter. Your awareness of being is Lord and shepherd of your life.

Then I will say like the psalmist in Psalm 23, that , “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.” This is seen in its true light now to be your consciousness. You could never be in want
of proof or lack the evidence of that which you are aware of being. This being true, why not become aware of being great; God-loving; wealthy; healthy; and all attributes that you admire such as whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things." (Philippians 4:8).?
It is just as easy to possess the consciousness of these qualities as it is to possess their opposites for you do not have your present consciousness because of your world. On the contrary your world is what it is because of your present consciousness. Your consciousness is what has produced your world and not vice versa. Plain simple, as that ? Too simple in fact for the wisdom of man that tries to complicate everything. Too simple in sharp contrast to what you have been fed on at your Church. Now you know that you had faith all along but you simply misapplied it and you were told you did not possess enough of it.

Paul said of this principle in 1 Corinthians 1:23  "But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Greeks” (or wisdom of this world) “foolishness.” “And to the Jews” (or those who look for signs) “a stumbling block” with the result, that man continues to walk in darkness rather than awakening to the being that he is. Man has for eons continued to worship the images of his own making that at first he finds this kind of revelation blasphemous, since it threatens death to all his previous beliefs in a God who is remote [or without] and apart from himself. This elusiveness continues to happen in inspite of 1 Corinthians 6:17 which clearly says "... But he that is joined unto the Lord is one spirit.". Few people realize it is only by joining to God that oneness of the Spirit is attained, nothing else can reproduce that kind of life. No wonder paul said I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ in 2 Corinthians 11:3.

This revelation will awaken John 10:30  &  John 14:28 which read as follows "I and my Father are one" and then "...for my Father is greater than I."  from the above verses you[Father] are one with your present conception[desire] of yourself. But you are greater than that which you are at present aware of being. For example you are greater than your conception to be a power centre or a giant. You are not just anyone, you are the embodiment of God.
 
Before anybody attempts to transform their world they must first lay the foundation, the foundation being “I AM the Lord.” That is, your awareness or your consciousness of being is God. Until this is firmly established so that no suggestion or argument put forward by others can shake you, then you will find yourself returning to the slavery of your former beliefs.

John 8:24 Says "I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins. "

What it implies here is, you shall continue to be confused and thwarted until you find the cause of your confusion. When you have lifted up the son of man[esteemed Him as your awareness to the point of being impressed] then shall you know that I AM he, that is, that I, Twinomugisha Robert Ndinyenka, do nothing of myself, but my Father,  or that state of consciousness which I am now one with, does the works for it is God who works in me both to will and to do of his good pleasure." (Philippians 2:13). 

These things are true and unless we are radical in believing them we cannot hope to see radical transformation and manifestations of Christlikeness today. Initially each time Christ sent His desciples to the people His instruction was to make desciples out of them, to bring them to the realization that the same Spirit upon them and in Him, Jesus was also upon them. In essence they were sent to awaken them to the fullness of Christ(1John1:16)  that was in them who believed. Later on in Acts the desciples or believers were termed as "Christians" as a derogatory terminology associated with slavery to Christ, and thats why Peter said "Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf." (1 Peter 4:16). To be a little Christ or to be Christ-like or Christian  is to be reconfigured to the point of "deification", where Christ fully manifests out of you, i.e. You become another version of what He is known to be.

The disciples were first called Christians in Antioch.” (Acts 11:26)  For a whole year, a group of disciples including Barnabas and Saul (Paul), assembled together serving the Lord and witnessing to the saving grace of Jesus Christ.  Some of the people of Antioch who heard that message over and over (and presumably got sick of it!), but had rejected the truth began to use a derogatory name in reference to the disciples.  They called them little Christs – “Christians”. They meant it as a slur, but the name stuck & became a badge of honor for the followers of the Lord Jesus. It indicated that they were always talking about Jesus Christ. It identified them as people who believed the Gospel message. Perhaps most importantly, it expressed the idea that these people were living lives that imitated the Savior.  They were reflections of Christ to a lost and dying world.  In the minds of some today, the name is once again a slur. They don't want to hear about Christ, much as some in ancient Antioch. "Christians" are people to be avoided - even silenced. That didn't stop the Christians in Antioch from exalting the name of the Lord Jesus in word and deed...and it shouldn't stop us.  As we think about our lives today, do people see the same things in us?  Would the people of Antioch call us “Christians”?  Are we worthy of the name?

C. S. Lewis several times used the term - Little Christs to illustrate the primary purpose of the Church, Lewis said that it “exists for nothing else but to draw men into Christ, to make them little Christs. If they are not doing that, all the cathedrals, clergy, missions, sermons, even the Bible itself, are simply a waste of time. God became Man in Christ, for no other purpose.” Lewis spoke similarly of the believer. He wrote, “We shall love the Father as [Christ] does and the Holy Ghost will arise in us. He came to this world and became a man in order to spread to other men the kind of Life He has — by what I call ‘good infection’. Every Christian is to become a little Christ. The whole purpose of becoming a Christian is simply nothing else.”

When this is realized that that I, Twinomugisha Robert Ndinyenka, do nothing of myself, but my Father,  or that state of consciousness which I am now one with, does the works, every urge and desire that springs from within me and not from without me will find expression in my world.

Revelation 3:20 says “Behold I stand at the door and knock. If any man hear my voice and open the door I will come in to him and sup with him and he with me.”

The “I” knocking at the door is the urge. For instance one time in September 2010, a friend of mine called Nyakato died in a sudden tragic accident, and while at the fineral I got a sudden strong urge to resurrect her in the midst of all the wailing and sorrowful people. This was the "I" knocking the door. The door is my consciousness - i.e, my choice to do it or not to do it, to go with the urge or to ignore it. To open the door is, having decided to go with the urge - I proceed to become one with that which is knocking by FEELING myself to be the thing desired - feeling like I am the resurrected Nyakato, seeing all those mourners bemused by my experience. As all this drama goes on within me, the carnal realm responds appropriately and suddenly it is relayed into Nyakato's life and that which happened in my imagination is recreated and manifested, physically in hers - the feeling is mutual. But to feel one's desire as impossible as I eventually did, is to shut the door or deny this urge the opportunity of expression.

On the contrary if I were to rise in consciousness to the naturalness of the thing felt [a resurrected Nyakato] then I would have swang wide open that door and invited the Union between the urge and the feeling which are now in oneness into physical embodiment. This is the pattern in the background that occurs when numerous healings happen on a healing crusade.That is why it is constantly recorded that Jesus left the world of manifestation and ascended unto His Father. Jesus, just as you and I have encountered in our lives, found all things impossible to Him, as a man. But having discovered His Father to be the state of consciousness of the thing desired, He but left behind Him the “Jesus consciousness” and rose in "I AM" consciousness to that state desired and stood upon it until He became one with it. As He made himself one with that, He became that in expression. As you become one with wealth, then you will be the expression and embodiment of the wealth within you. This applies to any form, for "I AM" who dwells in you is formless and can take the form of anything desired. Jesus became one with the state of God and manifested His presence physically.

This is Jesus' simple message to Mankind : We are but garments that the impersonal being, I AM, the presence that we call God “ dwells in. Each garment like all cloth has its limitations. Therefore if I as a garment should transcend these limitations and give expression to that which I “Twinomugisha Robert Ndinyenka” as a man, I find myself incapable of doing, then I have to take my attention away from my present limitations, or the Twinomugisha Robert Ndinyenka conception of myself, and merge myself in the feeling of being that which I desire.

How this desire or newly attained consciousness will embody itself onto this carnal realm, no man knows, I simply play my part to open the door and feel it. For I, or the newly attained consciousness, has ways that I do not know of; the ways of My awareness[I AM] are past finding out. Therefore its upto me not to speculate as to the HOW of this consciousness embodying itself, for no man is wise enough to know the how. A man can never transcend His source, my part is to be or not to be. Otherwise if I Speculate it is proof that I have not attained to the naturalness of being the thing desired and so I am filled with doubts. This is how the church stumbles at the simplicity of the truth.

You are told in James 1:5,-8 He who lacks wisdom let him ask of God, that gives to all liberally, and upbraideth not; and it  shall be given unto him. But let him ask not doubting for he who doubts is as a wave of the sea that is tossed and battered by the winds. And let not such a one think that he shall receive anything from the Lord. A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.” You can see why this statement is made, for only upon the rock of faith can anything be established. If you do not have the consciousness of the thing, then you do not have  the cause or foundation upon which that thing is erected.

A proof of this established consciousness is given you in the words, “Thank you, Father.”Whenever you come into the joy of thanksgiving so that you actually feel grateful for having received that which is not yet apparent to the senses, you have definitely become one in consciousness with the thing for which you gave thanks. God (your awareness) is not mocked. You are ever receiving that which you are aware of being and no man gives thanks for something which he has not received. “Thank you Father” is not, as it is used by many today a sort of magical formula. You need never utter aloud the words, “Thank you, Father.” In applying this principle as you rise in consciousness to the point where you are really grateful and happy for having received the thing desired, you automatically rejoice and give thanks inwardly. You have already accepted the gift which was but a desire before you rose in consciousness, and your faith is now the substance that shall clothe your desire.

This rising in consciousness is the Spiritual marriage where two shall agree upon being one and their likeness or image is established on earth. A result of that consummation [Oneness] is manifested as answered prayer.

“For whatsoever ye ask in my name the same give I unto you.” “Whatsoever” is quite a large measure. It is the unconditional. It does not state if society deems it right or wrong that you should ask it, it rests with you. Do you really want it? Do you desire it? That is all that is necessary. Life will give it to you is you ask “in his name.”

His name is not a name that you pronounce with the lips. You can ask forever in the name of God or Yahweh or Christ Jesus and you will ask in vain. “Name” means nature; so, when you ask in the nature of a thing, results ever follow. To ask in the name is to rise in consciousness and become one in nature with the thing desired, rise in consciousness to the nature of the thing, and you will become that thing in expression. "Therefore I say unto you, What things soever ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them. " (Mark 11:24). This is praying in the nature or name of Jesus.

Praying, as shown before is recognition of the urge, the injunction to believe that ye receive is to the first person, present tense. This means that you must be in the nature of the things asked for before you can receive them. It means your Imagination must already be playing that video and reliving the nature desired already before the physical manifestation.

Forgive Yourself
Now to get into the desired nature easily, general amnesty is necessary. We are told in Mark 11:25-26, "And when ye stand praying, forgive, if ye have ought against any: that your Father also which is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.  But if ye do not forgive, neither will your Father which is in heaven forgive your trespasses." This may sound like some personal God who may be pleased or displeased with your actions, if you are under grace, you know this is not what I am talking about..

Your consciousness is as God, and therefore if you hold in consciousness anything against any man, as God you are binding that condition in your world. But to free any man from condemnation is to free yourself so that you may rise to any level necessary;  When you are soaring to great heights and yet at the same time you desire to bind somebody by holding him down, it is simply anticlimax because one cannot be going in two places [up and down] at the same time. If you need to rise then let go of those bound.

Romans 8:1 says "There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit."

"As soon then as he had said unto them, I am he, they went backward, and fell to the ground. Then asked he them again, Whom seek ye? And they said, Jesus of Nazareth. Jesus answered, I have told you that I am he: if therefore ye seek me, let these go their way: " (John 18:6-8).

Therefore, a very good practice before you enter into your meditation is first to set free every man in your world from blame. For LAW is never violated and you can rest confidently in the knowledge that every man's conception of himself is going to be his reward. So I do not have to bother myself about seeing whether or not Joy Nfashingabo [The Prophetess who misused her gift to cheat me of 7 million] gets what she deserves. For life makes no mistakes and I am Certain it will always gives to her that which she first gives to herself.

Tithing,
Lets now examine the pet subject of most pulpits - "Tithing" an area in the bible thoroughly manipulated, abused and used to condemn followers. Teachers of all kinds have enslaved man on the issue of tithing, even when they themselves hardly comprehend it and are fearful of lack, should their offertory fail to have something. Followers have been led to believe that a tenth part of their income should be given to the Lord. Meaning, as they often emphasize, that, when one gives a tenth part of his income to their specific organization or church, then he is giving his “tenth part” to the Lord “ (or is tithing). But remember, “I AM” The Lord.” Your awareness of being is the God that you give to and you ever give in this manner.

In the old testament to be brief, the levites were a tribe dedicated to the temple as a priesthood and the other 11 tribes, were to provide for them with the tithe, which in effect was like a temple tax. However after the cross, today we are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that we should shew forth the praises of him who hath called us out of darkness into his marvellous light:" (1 Peter 2:9).  This speaks of being kings and priests with our bodies, as temples and we minister to God or "I AM" who dwells within. No more levitical priesthood for us to support and sustain is involved. Our teachers though, due to lack of being awakened to the Presence of God within, do not know how to manifest provision, like Jesus feeding the multitudes, and in trying to justify their relevance have latched onto Malachi 3:10 to survive extinction. A lot of raging arguments and confusion surrounds this verse.

Therefore whatsoever you claim yourself to be, that defines your awareness, meaning it is what you automatically assign to God as His quality. That claim becomes your definition and understanding of who God is. And since we have seen that your awareness of being is God, then we know that your awareness which is no respecter of persons, will return to you pressed down, shaken together, and running over with that quality or attribute which you attached to yourself by claiming to be.

Awareness of being is not something you can easily ascribe a name to. To claim that God is riches; or that He is greatness; or that He is love; or that He is wisdom; is to attempt to define that which cannot be defined or exhausted. For God is nothing that could ever be named. God is infinite.

By all means tithing is necessary, but it is not what justifies you to get wealth or be in right standing with God your awareness, for all wealth is embedded in you anyway. But tithes go to God, not people who keep reminding you about the curses that result shoud you not tithe. So from now on give only to the only God and see to it that you give to Him the quality that you desire to express as man by claiming yourself to be the great, the wealthy, the loving, the all wise. That which you accord to God - your awareness is what you are.

Broadcast His Praises inwardly
Having accorded your Self [i.e awareness] these attributes do not speculate as to how you shall express them, because life has a way that you, as man, know nothing of, so unsearchable are its judgments, and its ways past finding out!" (Romans 11:32-33).

I daresay most assuredly though, that in the day you proclaim these qualities to your "I amness" to the point of conviction, your claims will be honored, because there is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. What I tell you [My I-amness] in the dark, let it be spoken [broadcast] in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, let it be proclaimed from the roof-tops - Mathew 10:26-27 . That means, that your secret convictions of yourself, those secret claims that no man knows of, given that they are said inwardly, when really believed, will be shouted from the housetops in your world.

Initially it may seem that the discussion was between two, with only you knowing what you proclaimed to the "I AM" within you but then confirmations of those marvellous attributes will comeback blazing towards you in form of signs and wonders that are physically manifested from without on the rooftops. Thats why God loves praise, because it is for your benefit, thru praise you are indeed stating how you want to be adressed in the realm without - physical manifestation.

Your convictions of yourself are the words of God within you, which words are Spirit and cannot return unto you void but must accomplish whereunto they were sent.  As you accord those attributes to your awareness you will be demonstrating Isaiah 55:11-12  which on the surface looks like an aside or soliloquy or monologue, but is indeed a dialogue between your awareness [I am -Ness] and your Imagination [your world of Manifestation], that "...so is my word [Your I-amness] that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty [void], but will accomplish what I [your I amness awareness] desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent [deployed] it.You [imagination - your world] will go out in joy  and be led [by I amness] forth in peace;the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands.(NIV)"

You are at this moment calling out of the infinite realm, that which you are now conscious of being. And not one word or conviction will fail to find you, everything will be broadcast in broad daylight. Do not show off or brag about what claims you are ascribing to the "I am" that dwells in you, with whom you are now fused together in Oneness. You are the embodiment and personification of "I Am."

"I Am" the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing. " (John 15:5).Consciousness is the “vine,” and those qualities which you are now conscious of being are as “branches” that you feed and keep alive. Just as a branch has no life except it be rooted in the vine, so likewise things have no life except you be conscious of them. Just as a branch wither and dies if the sap of the vine ceases to flow towards it, so do things in your world pass away if you take your attention from them, because your attention is as the sap of life that keeps alive and sustains the things of your world. Your attention is your foot on the accelaration of a car, the less you press it the slower it becomes and the reverse is the best. Keep the foot on the gas pedal.

Overcoming Problems
A problem may seem so vivid and real to you, but all that is necessary at this point is to remove your attention from it. In spite of its seeming reality, turn from it in consciousness - simply switch off from it in attention. Become indifferent and begin to feel yourself to be that which would be the solution of the problem.

For instance; Joy Nfashingabo fraudulently took dimes from me worth 7 million Uganda Shillings, but it is only when I decided to switch off and imagined she had a job and was in position to pay me that a turn around happened and I she in fact got a Job and actually started putting in installments. In the old mindset I would be done for and count it a loss alltogether and Joy would still be a "mufere" cheating others in the process.

Another example is say, if you were imprisoned no man would have to tell you that you should desire freedom. Freedom, or rather the desire of freedom would be automatic. So why look behind at the four walls of your prison? Take your mind or attention from being imprisoned and begin to imagine and feel like a free man. The feeling part is what eludes most people but is the most important as it is the full extent of your imagination i.e. thought becoming feeling or reality, - so feel the freedom. FEEL it to the point where it is natural, the very second you do so, those prison walls and bars will vanish. Apply this same principle to any problem and you can overcome any problem.

You think how else have people who were in debt up to their ears who applied this principle and in the twinkling of an eye had the debts that were mountainous removed. How else have those whom doctors had given up on as incurable and then they decided to take their attention away from their problem of disease, began to feel themselves to be well in spite of the evidence of their senses to the contrary. Did you know that the same people in no time at all with this so called “incurable disease” saw it vanish leaving no no scar.

In Matthew 16:15 Jesus asked His desciples one day “... Whom do you say that I AM.” This is ever the same question facing you and your answer to it, is a determinant of your expression. As long as you are conscious of being imprisoned or diseased, or poor, so long will you continue to out-picture or express these conditions. What is your "I AM". The answer defines your world now. As a man thinketh within him, in his Heart so is He... Proverbs 23:7

Abide in the desired End, Christ
"Jesus therefore, knowing all things that should come upon him, went forth, and said unto them, Whom seek ye?  They answered him, Jesus of Nazareth. Jesus saith unto them, I am He. And Judas also, which betrayed him, stood with them. As soon then as he had said unto them, I am he, they went backward, and fell to the ground. Then asked he them again, Whom seek ye? And they said, Jesus of Nazareth. Jesus answered, I have told you that I am he: if therefore ye seek me, let these go their way:  That the saying might be fulfilled, which he spake, Of them which thou gavest me have I lost none. " (John 18:7-9).

From the bible passage above when you realize that you are now that which you are seeking and begin to proclaim or declare that you are, you will have the proof of your claim. This cue is given to you in the words, “Whom seek ye?” And they answered, “Jesus.” And the voice said, “I am he.” “Jesus” here means salvation or savior. You are seeking to be salvaged from that which is not your problem. You seek an answer and the solution immediately presents itself before you. You pause the question of your problem, realize that your awareness is God and has the answer in form of Christ, then you arise define the form of the answer and then assume that state, which is Christ the end of all salvation. You have to abide and persist in this feeling and soon ther will be a manifestation of what you feel and Imagine.

“I am” is he that will save you. If you are hungry, your savior is food so say "Iam the bread of Life". If you are poor your savior is riches so say," I am Rich". If you are imprisoned, your savior is freedom. If you are diseased, it will not be a man called Jesus who will save you, but health will become your savior. Christ is the end of all Salvation and blessed is He who comes in the Name of Jesus, claim the desired end Christ Jesus. Say inwardly to your raging senses “I am he,” in other words, claim yourself to be the thing desired - the solution. Claim it in consciousness “ not in words “ and consciousness will reward you with your claim.

John 7:38 says that "He that believeth on me [me being the one who dwells within me], as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water."

Proverbs 8:17 ..and those that seek me [me being the one who dwells within me] early shall find me [me being the one who dwells within me]."

Acts 17:26-29 says "And hath made of one blood all nations of men for to dwell on all the face of the earth, and hath determined the times before appointed, and the bounds of their habitation; That they should seek the Lord [who is within u], if haply they might feel after him [who dwells within you], and find him [who dwells within you], though he be not far from every one of us:"For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring. Forasmuch then as we are the offspring of God, we ought not to think that the Godhead is like unto gold, or silver, or stone, graven by art and man’s device."

The catch phrase in Acts is the statement reading "That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us." You will find me, when you FEEL after me.” Well, FEEL after that quality in consciousness until you FEEL yourself to be it. When you lose yourself in the feeling of being it, the quality will embody itself in your world. Christ is the desired end, but Christ is formless until you define the desired end, whatever your desired end is "Feel it."

"Came behind him, and touched the border of his garment: and immediately her issue of blood stanched. And Jesus said, Who touched me? When all denied, Peter and they that were with him said, Master, the multitude throng thee and press thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me? " "And Jesus said, Somebody hath touched me: for I perceive that virtue is gone out of me. (Luke 8:44-46).

You are healed from your problem when you touch the solution of it. “Who has touched me? For I perceive virtue is gone out of me.” Yes, the day you touch this being within you “ FEELING yourself to be cured or healed, virtues will come out of your very self and solidify themselves in your world as healings. Do not be dismayed when you transmit these healings to others.

John 14:1 tells you "Let not your heart be troubled: you believe in God, believe also in me... then
John 8:24  says "... for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins. " Have the faith of God.

Man generally once he realized he was on earth ceased to think like God and became worldly. But Jesus stayed put and developed into the stature of as His Father - God, and thats where it all begins for you to live Jesus way until you reach the Christ.

Philippians 2:5-7  says "Let this mind be in you, which was also in Christ Jesus: Who, being in the form of God [like we all are - in His Image], thought it not robbery to be equal with God: But made himself of no reputation, and took upon him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men:" .

Christ Jesus made himself one with God and found it not robbery to do the works of God. Similarly go and do likewise, this is your consciousness -  your foundation. Yes, begin to believe your awareness, your consciousness of being to be God. Claim for yourself all the attributes that you have up until now attributed to an external God and then watch and see the manifestations of how you begin to express these claims. This is your portion, this is your inheritance, this is home where you came from. You are now the prodigal son, at his homecoming ceremony....






The Proximity of Your Desire

Romans 13:11 "...now it is high time to awake out of sleep: for now is our salvation nearer than when we believed."

“For I am not a God afar off Jeremiah 23:23  I am nearer than your hands and feet “ nearer than your very breathing.” I am your awareness of being. I am that in which all that I shall ever be aware of being shall begin and end. “For before the world was I AM John 17:5; and when the world shall cease to be, I AM; before Abraham was, I AM.” John 8:58 This I AM is your awareness.

“Except the Lord build the house they labor in vain that build it." Psalm 127:1 “The Lord,” being your consciousness, unless you first establish that which you seek [your desire] into your consciousness, all the hardwork to find it in the finite realm will all be in vain. It is pointless to try and change the result in the carnal realm without first establishing it in your consciousness or awareness of being. Like I said earlier you can’t change the appearance of things by altering the reflection in the mirror, you have to change the object, because the earth[finite] realm mimicks your consciousness - whats within your heart or imagination - the infinite realm just like a mirror. All outer experience follows inner experience.  All things must begin and end in consciousness.

"Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee." (Isaiah 26:3). This verse means that the great "I AM" who dwells within me- Twinomugisha Robert Ndinyenka will constantly ensure that I am at that point of perpetual peace and bliss that passes understanding based on the inclination and character of my whole Imagination constantly tuned in, locked onto and turned onto my awareness of being who is none other than the "I AM" in me. This is because I have known who God is, where He resides and I have Committed myself to Him, for I now see He is My awareness of being, My consciousness and that He constantly projects onto my Imagination. That my consciousness is what I commit to, lean on and hope confidently in. This is like tuning into a favorite TV station and locking the tuner onto that station, keep the power and the TV on and as long as that station remains, there will be constant broadcasting of its programs. Assume that that station is peace, there will be constant peace broadcasted.

Trust in Me - yourself
"O taste and see that the LORD is good: blessed is the man that trusteth in him." (Psalm 34:8).  So true is it, blessed indeed is the man that trusteth in himself “ for man's faith in God will ever be measured by his confidence in himself. A man without self confidence is a man who does not believe in God who believes in him enough to dwell in him. God is your awareness of being or consciousness, and there is no single time He has ever failed you, no single time you were not conscious or aware, therefore learn to trust in Me. Learn to be confident in Me."Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. " (John 14:1). You believe in a God, believe also in ME. Are you one with God? Then what an awesome me you gat there.

Put not your trust in men for men but reflect the being that you are, and can only bring to you or do unto you that which you have first done unto yourself.  Whatever you percieve of your self is what other men will give to you. The reaction of men towards you is merely a physical manifestation of what is going on between your ears - what you have been thinking.

"Therefore doth my Father love me, because I lay down my life, that I might take it again.  No man taketh it from me, but I lay it down of myself. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again... (John 10:17-18)  The key statement is that "No man taketh away my life, I lay it down myself.” I have the power to lay it down and the power to take it up again. Whatever has happened to you, you have the power to reverse it. Whatever you produce is the baby of your imagination, thats why many artists when showing off their cars and expensive toys, they call them their babies, because imagination is a womb. Ceasing to imagine or think about those items is to kill them or take their lives. Therfore no matter what happens to man in this world it is never an accident. It occurs under the guidance of an exact and changeless Law.

"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. " (John 14:6). “No man” means that no manifestation comes unto me except the Father[my awareness of being, my consciousness, my I amness] within me draw him. Whatever happens to you is a manifestation of what you have been thinking, and you can reverse in the same way by ceasing to think about it and perceiving better and higher. Our God is a God of now whose mercies endure forever and more importantly His goodness is continous. He is not a God of the last minute, He is available now within you, ready and mighty to save now and never out of reach.

John 10:30 says that "I and my Father are one. " The key element in that verse is oneness, between your imagination and your consciousness or your awareness of being. Your Father is the "I" and you are the "AM",  Your Father is the source and you are the form, manifestation or embodiment of that source. Believe this truth and you will be free. Man has always blamed others for that which he is and will continue to do so until he finds himself as cause of all. “I AM” comes not to destroy but to fulfill. “I AM,” the awareness within you, destroys nothing but will ever fulfill the moulds or conception one has of one”s self.

It is impossible for the poor man to find wealth in this world no matter how he is surrounded with it until he first claims himself to be wealthy. For signs follow, they do not precede. To constantly kick and complain against the limitations of poverty while remaining poor in consciousness is to play the fool”s game. Changes cannot take place from that level of consciousness for life is constantly out-picturing all levels. Poverty is a result of stinking thinking and building life on the wrong foundation. If you have not been taught to acknowlegde the internal God within you, and to Turn on, tune in and lock onto Him with your Imagination or Womb, then you cannot reproduce or claim the desired life, i.e. The opulent life.

Follow the example of the prodigal son in Luke 15. Realize that you, yourself brought about this condition of riotous living, in waste and lack and make the decision within yourself to rise to a higher level where the fatted calf, the ring, and the robe await your claim. Your Father, the source has His hands wide stretched to receive you back so that you may stand through Him, with Him, in Him and in oneness on the platform of victory.

There was no condemnation of the prodigal when he had the courage to claim this inheritance as his own. Others will condemn us only as long as we continue in that for which we condemn ourselves. You are to others what you are first to yourself. As you point a finger there are three fingers pointing back at you, to tell you where it all started from.

Romans 14:22"Hast thou faith? have it to thyself before God. Happy is he that condemneth not himself in that thing which he alloweth." . Blessed indeed is that Man who will not judge himself for that thing which he has allowed. This man's thoughts are blissful and he is satisfied with the bliss he lives in, for he knows and sees all before it occurs. His actions are consistent with that which he has established in his imagination. His actions result from his beliefs. For to life nothing is condemned. All is expressed. Life is ever a giant screen upon which we express our thoughts, whether from within or from without. Life does not care whether you call yourself rich or poor; strong or weak. It will eternally reward you with that which you claim as true of yourself inwardly. Life is like a mirror as it ever returns that which is cast upon it. No mirror will reflect the image of an Orange yet the object being reflected is a mango, Plain simple.

To life there is nothing right or wrong. Life is like saucepan, put anything in it and place it on fire, it will cook it, whether its cookable or not. On the other hand the measurements of right and wrong belong to man alone as its man alone who ate of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Therefore man alone is responsible for what is deemed good or evil. As Romans 14:14 written by Paul states : "I know, and am persuaded by the Lord Jesus, that there is nothing unclean of itself: but to him that esteemeth any thing to be unclean, to him it is unclean."  again Blessed is the man who will not judge himself, for that which he is aware or realizes that he has allowed.

Stop asking yourself whether you are worthy or unworthy to receive that which you desire. You, as man, did not create the desire. Your desires are ever fashioned within you because of what you now claim yourself to be. When a man is hungry, (without thinking) he automatically desires food. When imprisoned, he automatically desires freedom and so forth. Your desires contain within themselves the plan of self-expression. Doctor Luke wrote in  Luke 10:42 "But one thing is needful: and Mary hath chosen that good part, which shall not be taken away from her."  The one thing is to get hold of, to behold where this urge is coming from and not to miss the pattern. The urge is like a seed, which has inherent life within itself to produce after its own kind, to establish its life physically. The urge has the pattern to establish its expression.

So leave all judgments [Romans 14:22] out of the picture and rise in consciousness to the level of your desire and make yourself one with it by claiming it to be so now. For: “My grace is sufficient for thee. My strength is made perfect in weakness.”

John 16:16 says "A little while, and ye shall not see me: and again, a little while, and ye shall see me, because I go to the Father. 

Have faith in this unseen claim until the conviction is born within you that it is so. Persist in the end until it is formed in your imagination and felt in your body as if it was the solid truth. Your confidence in this claim will pay great rewards. Just a little while and he, the thing desired, will come.

 Hebrews 11:6 says "But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him."  Without faith it is impossible to realize anything. Hebrews 11:3 says"Through faith we understand that the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which do appear." and Hebrews 11:1 says "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen." Through faith the worlds were framed because “faith is the substance of the thing hoped for “ the evidence of the thing not yet seen.”

Don”t be anxious or concerned as to results. They will follow just as surely as day follows night.

Look upon your desires “ all of them “ as the spoken words of God, and every word or desire a promise. The reason most of us fail to realize our desires is because we are constantly conditioning them, wanting the end to happen in a certain way, but your is to see the end and live in it. Do not condition your desire. Just accept it as it comes to you. Give thanks for it to the point that you are grateful for having already received it “ then go about your way in peace.

Such acceptance of your desire is like dropping seed “ fertile seed “ into prepared soil. For when you can drop the thing desired in consciousness, confident that it shall appear, you have done all that is expected of you. But, to be worried or concerned about the HOW of your desire maturing is to hold these fertile seeds in a mental grasp, and, therefore, never to have dropped them in the soil of confidence in the first place.

The reason men condition their desires is because they constantly judge after the appearance of being and see the things as real “ forgetting that the only reality is the consciousness at the back of them. To see things as real is to deny that all things are possible to God. The man who is imprisoned and sees his four walls as real is automatically denying the urge or promise of God within him of freedom.

A question often asked when this statement is made is; If one's desire is a gift of God how can you say that if one desires to kill a man that such a desire is good and therefore God sent? In answer to this let me say that no man desires to kill another. What he does desire is to be freed from such a man. But because he does not believe that the desire to be free from such a man contains within itself the powers of freedom, he conditions that desire and sees the only way out in expressing such freedom is to finish the man by death, “ forgetting that the life wrapped within the desire has ways that he, as man, doesnt know. Its ways are past finding out. Thus man distorts the gifts of God through his lack of faith. This is how we disorganize God, when He is enroute to answering our requests.

Problems are the mountains spoken of that can be removed if one has but the faith of a grain of a mustard seed. Men approach their problem as did one old lady who, on attending service and hearing the Pastor say, “If you had but the faith of a grain of a mustard seed you would say unto yonder mountain “be thou removed” and it shall be removed and nothing is impossible to you.” And that night as she said her prayers, she quoted this part of the scriptures and retired to bed in what she thought was faith. On arising in the morning she rushed to the window and exclaimed: “I knew that old mountain would still be there.” Just how people pray for breakthrough but then continue to entertain a mindset negating the prayer, all the while expected a different answer, defies logic and pattern.

For this is how we all tend to approach our challenges, inspite of all advice to change the way we think so as to get a breakthrough, we insist on seeing the problems and how they are still going to confront us. And then, guess what the situation never improves. Why is it so? Because life is no respecter of persons and destroys nothing, so it proceeds to keep alive that which we are conscious of being. That which we know and are bemused about within ourselves. Things will disappear only as we change the pattern in consciousness. We may choose to deny it if we will, but it still remains a fact that consciousness is the only reality and external things mirror that which we are in consciousness of, within.

... Are ye so without understanding also? Do ye not perceive, that whatsoever thing from without entereth into the man, it cannot defile him;  Because it entereth not into his heart, but into the belly, and goeth out into the draught, purging all meats? And he said, That which cometh out of the man, that defileth the man.  For from within, out of the heart of men, proceed evil thoughts, adulteries, fornications, murders,  Thefts, covetousness, wickedness, deceit, lasciviousness, an evil eye, blasphemy, pride, foolishness: "All these evil things come from within, and defile the man." (Mark 7:20-23). From the above we can see that what comes out through the heart is serious, and the key is in the consciousness of a man. If its in the carnal things of the world, it will show, but if your heart is locked onto the "I am" within then the life of God will be manifested.

So if you happen to be seeking a heavenly state, then what you are seeking will be found only in consciousness, for the kingdom of heaven is within you [Luke 17:21].

Just as God 's will on earth should be as it is in Heaven Matthew 6:10, the will of heaven is ever done on earth, for you are today living in the heaven that you have established within you in your mind. For here on this very earth your heaven reveals itself. Repent, or rather change the way you think from an external God to an internal God from a God far away to one who is near: for His dwelling - the kingdom of heaven is REALLY at hand-- Matthew 3:2.  Behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation." 2 corinthians 6:2. God choice is Now rather than tomorrow or the future, neither is He one for the last moment or the eleventh hour like many like preaching.

2 Peter 3:13
"Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness." ---.
Revelation 21:1
"And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea."

Start by creating a new heaven, enter into a new state of consciousness and a new earth will appear.
Isaiah 65:17 says "For, behold, I create new heavens and a new earth: and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind." While Revelations 21:4 says“The former things shall pass away "  while,
Revelation 22:12 says "And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be. "

If I were to join each of the verses above according to the word my sentence would read  “The former things shall pass away. They shall not be remembered not come into mind any more. For behold, "I” (your consciousness) “come quickly and my reward is with me.”

"I am" nameless but will take upon "myself" every name (nature) that you call me. Remember it is you, yourself, that I speak of as “me.” So every conception that you have of yourself “ i.e. every deep conviction “ you have of yourself is that which you shall appear as being “ for I AM not deceived; God is not mocked - if this be what you are sowing, that shall you also reap- [Galatians 6:7]

Based on the ground covered so far, we can conclude that "I am" who is God, is formless, He is the Spirit behind all life, the same Spirit that moved upon the face of the waters, the void and formless earth, according to Genesis 1:2. He alone takes on the formed state and manifests as the formed. Our part as wives and as co creators is to receive the formless packaged as urge or desire into our individual imaginations or wombs and once impregnated, a baby is manifested in due season. Simply understanding and feeling this pattern enables you to operate as God, putting the bible into perspective.

 The Art of Fishing
Now lets talk about the art of fishing. It' is recorded in John 21 that the disciples fished all night and caught nothing. Then Jesus showed up on the scene and told them to cast their nets once more, into the very same waters that only a while back had denied them any catch and this time it was a net breaking - boat sinking load of fishes that was caught.

You may look at this story and think its one of those bible stories often told, but this is what is currently taking place in your world right now, inside you, the reader. Within you are all the elements necessary for fishing, but its only until you awaken to the fact that Jesus Christ, (your awareness) is Lord. Otherwise you will fish hither and skither restlessly without any catch because like the desciples you are under a night of human darkness, that thrives purely on the senses. That is, you will fish for THINGS thinking things to be real and fish with the human bait “ which is a struggle and an effort “ trying to hook this, work overtime and be a boss pleaser or read all the courses in your reach: all in a bid to coerce and coax life or manipulate this person or the other in vain. But the day you awaken to the truth, and realize that your awareness of being is Christ Jesus, then you will let him direct your fishing. In that way you will fish in consciousness for the things that you truly desire. Because your desire will be the fish that you will catch, as your consciousness is the only living reality. From then on you will not want to operate in any other waters [realm] other than the deep and infinite waters [realm] of consciousness.

I used to work at some place where there was word doing the rounds of the presence and influence of satanists and devil worshippers. Now, in my previous life I have encountered those things, but now I know that It is "I" that gives things existence and power through my thoughts and imaginations. I pruned all the stories I had accumulated in my mind and I promptly concluded that whatever events were attributed to the satanists were  purely anecdotal, as nothing is real other than that which is in your consciousness.

Likewise anything can have power and become your God in as far as your awareness reckons it.  It is important to first IDENTIFY AND LOCATE the source of all power - Mathew 6:33, Luke 17:21, become established and in right standing with that power - Isaiah 54:14 and then having locked in on that power or Kingdom, no weapon that is "formed" shall prosper - Isaiah 54:17 as God will keep you in perfect peace, since your mind is stayed on Him... Isaiah 26:3. Therefore the only reality in terms of power is your imagination because its where all things that exist in your world including any weapons, are formed, and like it or not your mind is ever laying out your world for you. Your awareness of being - "I AM" is ever communicating His will and desire upon your mind, that you may form and manifest so as to complete your "beingness". This is the initial dominion -Genesis 1:26, restored by reigning in Life - Roman 5:17. "...All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. " (Matthew 28:18).
 
If we return to the fishing art and lets say you have been accustomed to a meal of "mukene". If such small fish have been your usual catch and then you get the urge to go for better fish like the Tilapia, or much bigger than your usual Tilapia like say the Nile perch, then it is time to transcend your present capacity. It is time to launch out from the swampy waters of lake Kyoga and get into the deeper waters of the Nile or even go to the centre of Lake Victoria, since, within your present consciousness in those shallow waters, such Tilapia or Nile perch [desires] cannot swim.  This is all about entertaining bigger desires than previous. Having bigger visions and dreams.

To launch out into deeper waters, requires you to leave behind everything that you consider to be your present problem, or limitation. I did this by exiting URA and getting out of some of the churches or fellowships or mindsets I used to pay allegiance to. As for URA I ceased worrying about salary, I am now on my own with a more relaxed mind and no man to submit to, I only submit to my ever present awareness of being.

To launch out requires that you take your ATTENTION AWAY from your current predicament and obstacles. Turn your back completely upon every problem and limitation that at moment you seem beset by. For example the bigger picture is to live in the finished work, seeing the desired end from the where you are now by feeling yourself now to be owning a Jet than wallowing in the shallow waters of trying to own a car.

You notice that by the time one owns a Jet, it means they own cars and houses already, these are deeper waters. You have to get to the "Mazi mawanvu" .

The most affordable and yet effective technique of launching out, is to always dwell upon just your being by continously saying, “I AM,” “I AM,” “I AM,” to yourself. Continue to declare to yourself that you just are. Do not condition this declaration, just continue to FEEL yourself to be and without warning you will find yourself slipping the anchor that tied you to the shallow end of your problems and you will begin floating and moving out into the deep end.

This is usually accompanied with the feeling of expansion. You will FEEL yourself expand as though you were actually growing. Don”t be afraid, for courage is necessary. You are not going to die to anything by your former limitations, but they are going to die as you move away from them, for they live only in your consciousness. In this deep or expanded consciousness you will find yourself to be a power that you had never imagined yourself to be.

The things desired before you shoved off from the shores of limitation are the fish you are going to catch in this deep. Because you have lost all consciousness of your present predicament , problems and barriers, it is now the easiest thing in the world to FEEL yourself to be one with the things desired. Becoming one with the thing desired is like a man ejaculating when in intercourse with a woman, the formless emptying into the form, what were once eggs now becoming a visible baby. If your desire was to earn billions from forex trade like me, become one with that desire, by saying "I am ...Iam..., billions of US dollars from the forex Market... Billions of US dollars from the forex Market.... And go on and on and on, getting your imagination pregnant. As time goes by you will manifest your desire like the giving of birth.

I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: " - John 11:25.

Because "I AM" [and "me" as above represent your consciousness] is the resurrection and the life, you must pour this formless- resurrecting power that you are into the vessel of the thing desired if you would make it appear and live in your world. Now thats when you begin to assume the nature of the thing desired by feeling, “I AM wealthy”; “I AM free”; “I AM strong.” When these FEELS are fixed within yourself, your formless being will take upon itself the forms of the things felt. You become “crucified” upon the feelings of wealth, freedom, and strength. Remain buried in the stillness of these convictions. Then, just as a thief cometh in the night and when you least expect it, these qualities will be resurrected in your world as living realities. Simply grasp that pattern and feel the nature as you say these things. You can be anything you desire.

The world shall touch you and see that you who was within has been externalized as flesh and blood since you shall begin to blossom with fruit of the nature of these qualities that you have newly began to manifest. This is the art of successful fishing for the manifestations of life.

The Phenomena of Daniel the Prophet
The lesson of realization of the desired end is also displayed in the story of Daniel in the lion's den. When Daniel was thrown into the Lion's den, he was coming from a background of one who had tuned and locked onto God within Him. Hitting the floor of the den never caused him to waver in focus for he turned his back upon the lions and looked towards the light coming from above.

Now this light coming from above is not describing external physical illumination, but that which is within. For Heaven is that which is within you, where God dwells and is higher than your mind or intellect, it is the infinite realm as stated in Luke 17:20 His eyes were on "I AM". Jesus is that light, I AM is that light. In John 8:12 ..." Jesus said, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life. "

With Daniels eyes locked onto the Light within him, the lions went into a stance and even if the beasts could see him they were powerless, and Daniel's faith in his awareness of being saved him. I urge you likewise to turn your back on your predicaments and lock your imagination and attention onto that which is within, for God is no longer external but within you, He is your awareness of being, He is your "I amness" .

The Story of Daniel is taking place in your life and see it as your story. You too will find yourself going through the same motions as Daniel and you will have to follow his pattern, by locking your attention onto your "I AM ness". If you found yourself in a lion's den you would hardly consider any thing else other than the menacing beasts. All your attention would be on your predicament and in this case it was the savage growling beasts. It was virtually an impossible feat to ignore the animals and affix your attention onto God within. Think about how all Daniels senses were running riot at Him. But the bible shows that Daniel was impervious to the natural mind and all its bickering, and he had become solidly established in this practice of attunement within - the awareness of being. Daniel's story shows how much we need to be more impressed with God, the awareness of being than in the things without.

Daniel turned his back upon the things that are external, and looked towards the light that was his God, the light was within. If we would follow the example of Daniel we would, while imprisoned within the den of poverty, or sickness and any kind of predicament, take our attention away from our troubles and dwell upon the desired and expected end. For your consciousness says "I" know the thoughts that "I" think toward "you" ... thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give "you" an expected end ----Jeremiah 29:11. The "I" in there is your awareness of being or the great "I AM" dwelling in you and the "you" in that verse is your imagination, while his thoughts are his urge or desires projected towards your imagination- Psalm 37:4

If we refrain from looking back in consciousness to our predicaments and instead continue in faith by continuing in the belief that we ourselves can choose to be that which we desire or seek and that we can embody it as co creators, then life becomes valuable and mountains can indeed be shifted easily.  My personal project is to respond to the urge to be a Forex billionaire, and I too must assume that whatever prison walls or limitations hindering this urge have been removed and that I will manifest into whatsoever thing is sought - the Forex Mogul.

Whatsoever....
...For whatsoever things were written aforetime were written for our learning, that we through patience and comfort of the scriptures might have hope - Romans 15:4 therefore ... whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, Allow these things only onto your imagination - Philippians 4:8

The Widow and Her Oil
Another story is of the widow and the three drops of oil; and it is laid out to us below;

2 Kings 4:1-7 reads  (NKJV)
Elisha and the Widow’s Oil

1 A certain woman of the wives of the sons of the prophets cried out to Elisha, saying, “Your servant my husband is dead, and you know that your servant feared the LORD. And the creditor is coming to take my two sons to be his slaves.” 2 So Elisha said to her, “What shall I do for you? Tell me, what do you have in the house?” And she said, “Your maidservant has nothing in the house but three drops of oil in a Jar.”3 Then he said, “Go, borrow vessels from everywhere, from all your neighbors—empty vessels; do not gather just a few. 4 And when you have come in, you shall shut the door behind you and your sons; thenpour it into all those vessels, and set aside the full ones.”5 So she went from him and shut the door behind her and her sons, who brought the vessels to her; and she poured out from the three drops of oil in her Jar. 6 Now it came to pass, when the vessels were full, that she said to her son, “Bring me another vessel.”And he said to her, “ There is not another vessel.” So the oil ceased. 7 Then she came and told the man of God. And he said, “Go, sell the oil and pay your debt; and you and your sons live on the rest.”

The key thing transpiring there is she poured from three drops of oil into all the borrowed vessels, filling them to capacity with oil remaining and needing more vessels to fill.

Again I urge you not to see this story as merely a miraculous event in the old testament, do not see it and promptly dismiss it like many do the feeding of the 5000 men. This story is about you and is taking place inside you. You, the reader, should see yourself as this widow.

"For your Maker is your husband, The LORD of hosts is His name; And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel; He is called the God of the whole earth." ---Isaiah 54:5. Just as a man finds a woman and makes her his wife. God made you His wife.He created a temple for Himself and then He chose to dwell in it. Now if you have grown up not knowing that you are a wife to God, then to imagination God is essentally dead and as a result you have been widowed. It means you are unaware that "I AM" is the male element of you and your imagination is the feminine element in you. It means you do not have a husband to impregnate you or to make you fruitful, for a “widow” is a barren state.

The good news is that "I Am" your husband can never die and its only you who may be unconscious or "die" to His presence within you. There fore to become conscious means to awaken to your awareness and acknowledge it as your Master and Lord. On a number of ocassions an external factor is necessary to act as a catalyst that will cause you to awaken. The catalyst may be a word preached, a prophecy or a person such as an annointed man as a prophet, and in this cas Elisha became just that. He appears in this episode of life as the husband or father figure and her obedience to him was as it was before she was widowed, hence her fruitfulness. She beheld him as her husband, to her Imagination Elisha represented the image of a husband.

·         The other important aspect in this story is to acknowledge that there will always be something external that will help you to manifest your desire in miraculous such emptying 3 drops of oil into many jars or feeding 5000 men onto five loaves and 2 fish.
·         Moses had the Rod in --Exodus 4:2-8,
·         The desciples had but five loaves, and two fishes.-- in Matthew 14:17 and
·         In another incident where Jesus repeated the same feat as above of feeding 4000 men there were only Seven loaves, and a few little fishes ---Matthew 15:34, and after that miracle, they had eaten, and were filled: and they took up of the broken meat that was left seven baskets full ---Matthew 15:37. There numerous commonalities and very  consistent patterns in all the three stories if examined closely.

In all cases from Elisha to Jesus you will find that instead of recognizing an emptiness or nothingness, they all recognized that there was something. In this case the widow declared that there were "three drops" of oil. Look around you there is something available to bring you to the manifesting of a miracle. If its not tangiblel, at least you will have photos or a thought. We think in pictures. A picture is worth a thousand words. Personally i discovered that my travels to Sandton in South Africa and Shanghai in China are like the bread and fishes, a precursor to my vision and desire to build such cities and to a bigger and wider scale. Pictures are important for imagination because Imagination is where things exist, and the earth is simply where the infinite realm manifests finitely.

Then the command to her in verse 2Kings4:4, “Go within and close the door,” that is, shut the door of the senses that tell you of the empty measures, the debts, the problems. Shut out the reasoning and all the Naysayers, become impervious to the physical realm and lock onto "I AM" and the desired or expected end. Jesus also drew the same command saying that when you pray, enter into your closet, and when you have shut your door, pray to your Father which is in secret; and your Father who sees in secret shall reward you openly. " Matthew 6:6 Like I said before, it is done within but broadcasted openly.

Persistence
Persistence does not come easy, but nothing is impossible for God. With persistence comes religion, traditions and norms to fight it. The man who wins is the single minded man, who stays focused and determined, inspite of all the bad press and hate mail."And ye shall be hated of all men for my name’s sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved. "  Matthew 10:22. Naysayers and your senses must be locked out, when you draw your attention away completely. Shut out the evidence of the senses, begin to FEEL the joy, (symbolized by olive oil) “ of having received the things desired. When the agreement is established within you so that all doubts and fears have passed away, then, you too will fill all the empty measures of your life and you will have an abundance running over.

Recognition is the power that conjures in the world. Every state that you have ever recognized, you have embodied. That which you are recognizing as true of yourself today is that which you are experiencing. So see yourself as the widow and recognize joy, no matter how little the beginnings of recognition, and you will be generously rewarded for the world is a "magnified mirror", magnifying everything that you are conscious of being, manifesting your imaginations.

"I am the LORD thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage - Exodus 20:2.  What a glorious revelation, "I AM" - your awareness now revealed is the Lord thy God! "I AM" alone delivered you from Egypt and bondage, acknowledge Him. Come, awake from your dream of being imprisoned, come out of that illusion of an external God, for He is now one with you. Its up to me NOW to realize that the earth is the Mine, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein - Psalm 24:1.

You have become so enmeshed and imprisoned in the belief that you are man that you have forgotten the glorious being that you are. Now with your memory restored DECREE the unseen to appear and it SHALL appear, for all things are compelled to respond to the Voice of God [Your awareness of being].

"Ask Me of things to come concerning My sons; And concerning the work of My hands, you command Me." ---Isaiah 45:11 The LIFE BENEATH YOUR WORLD AWAITS THE COMMAND OF A KING THAT YOU ARE!!!!